The bad ass and the bad boy

chapter 20

I then went in a sudden rush of guilt went straight trough me " Em honey have some breakfast " I just shook my head " am not hungry " I said blankly an went up I seriously have no idea how to do this I feel like utter shit an to think I still have Maria too just made me feel depressed an your probably wondering about William an Jordan well am just planning on ignoring them an being a bitch to them an hopefully it works

I then called Maria " come over " was all I said an hung up I needed to pull myself together before she came I have to get this over an done with an I know your all probably thinking isn't it a bit to dramatic ending my friendship no it isn't Lorgans gang is dangerous I mean every well most gangs are dangerous

an my friends probably have no idea on how to defend an fight well seen as though I did beat them in a match I mean jake is good but theirs people in lorgans gang probably better an could kill them all in 5 minutes

I heard the doorbell so I ran down an stepped outside " hey Em " she said smiling to know that the smile would probably be gone by the end of this was going to kill me " Maria am going to be straight forward I don't like you nothing about you your annoying an dumb an our friendship I actually really didn't give a shit about you at all it was fake " I said blankly she just stared at me

no emotion on her face blank it was killing me " what? " she asked hurt " I used you an you were to dumb not to realise " I said " well if it was all fake then bye forever " her voice broke an her eyes were tearing up an with that she walked off an did exactly what Jake did once she was out of sight I got in my car

I could feel the tears running down my face I just sat in my car for a while I can't believe it theirs no more Emma and Maria no more Emria moments I started up my car an made my way to the wherehouse

once I arrived I got out of my car an headed straight to the meeting room Mark looked up " Emma? " he saw my face an quickly got up an held his arms out I hugged him an then suddenly reality hit me I just lost Maria an Jake an that's when I cried even more nonstop Mark stroked my hair an told me it was going to be okay but I knew deep down it wasn't nothing was life is just a shit hole

~~ a few hours later ~~

I had stopped crying an we were all sat around the table in the meeting room I just felt guilty and depressed their is nothing that could cheer me up Mark had his arm around my shoulder " Emma which ones do you want to join your school? " Matthew asked one of my gang members " I'll have to pick can you quickly call all the guys my age " an with that he left

a line of guys entered the room I gotta say my members were actually quite hot I quickly choose five one Spencer - jet black hair brown eyes James - brown hair brown eyes he was the hottest from his face shape harry - blonde hair black eyes Andrew - light brown hair an green eyes and zac - zac effron look alike

its a shame that am the only girl in the gang or I would of picked a girl but oh well " okay you all start tomorrow james an harry you lot are mine an the rest of you find as way to become friends with mine okay? " I heard a courses of okay an yes I smiled " an remember you are their for their protection so please don't get them killed an pay more attention to Jake an Maria their most important if they come under any threats you tell me okay " they nodded their heads " you guys can go "

I hope you all enjoyed that chapter an I seriously can't think of guys names an also she breaks up with her friends which I kinda feel like is a bit over dramatic but I think once I realise what am going to write it won't be that bad hopefully an as always thanks for reading