Falling For A Freak

Second Thoughts

[Chapter 28]

TW: mention of swearing
*Smut* *abortion clinic*
all fictional...

. . .Eddie's Pov. . .

"Dude are you listening to me?" Steve asked as I continued unpacking records

"Yeah sorry something about sex with Linda?" I mumbled not really able to focus on his love life when I was trying to rebuild mine. Phoebe and I had gotten closer but I was to afraid to make a move last week there was a moment in the kitchen were i thought about kissing her but restrained from it

"No I'm talking about heather!" Steve whined

"Cut me some slack please your love life is the least of my problems." i sighed overwhelmed with the knowledge Phoebe was sitting on one of the hardest decisions right now

"Shit sorry man you're right how are you guys holding up?"

"I don't know man she seams to be avoiding the subject all together."

"Well does she want to keep it?"

"I don't know I just don't. . . I shrugged as I pressed my forehead against the wall

"And how are you feeling about it all?" Steve asked as he patted me on the back

"I don't know i mean honestly whatever she decides I'll support her i mean it's her body!"

"And his baby." Steve kindly reminded

"Yeah I know it's his fucking baby but it's hers to!" I snapped and Steve was taking back. "I'm sorry dude I just. . .

"No no I'm sorry I know this has been hard on you."

Steve had no idea how hard this had been on both of us god I swear all we were doing was fighting about the baby and fuck i hated it.

Once I finished my shift I drove to Lovers lake to think my mind running over the situation as I leaned on my hood watching the ripples in the water it was peaceful but little did I know i would be walking into a whole other vibe

Once I pulled into the driveway I made my way to the door trying not to wake her It was 1 in the morning after all. I unlocked the door before stepping in and saw Phoebe on the couch with her hands in her lap

"Hi." I said softly as I set down my keys and shrugged out of my jacket before walking over the the fridge retrieving a beer

"I've made an appointment for tomorrow morning." Phoebe muttered under her breath and I felt a wave of disappointment but also anger not at her but the situation pained me

"So you've made up your mind then?" I asked definitely to harsh

"I can't have this baby Eddie I'm sorry but I'm not and I could really use your support right now!" She stated

"You have my support." I said and she scoffed

"Really? Because it sure as hell feels like your judging me!"

"I'm not."

"You are. . .

"I'm going to bed I've had a long day." I groaned done with the argument that was building in the room and walked away heading towards my bedroom Phoebe not far behind me

"So you're mad at my choice?" She questioned as I took off my sneakers

"No of course not Phoebe It's your body i just."

"You just what Eddie fuck what do you want?" She shouted and I lost all control

"You!" i shouted and she flinched slightly but didn't back down