Falling For A Freak

It's Not A Date

                        [Chapter 6]

TW: mention of swearing brake-down all fictional...

The next couple of days were awful. You and Eddie hadn't spoken since that day in the woods. You tried to talk to him in the halls, but he pretended he didn't hear you. You decided to leave him alone even though it hurt. That night, you went home and laid in bed and cried yourself to sleep.

*It Was Now Friday*

. . .Eddie Pov. . .

After I left Phoebe, I felt like shit I didn't know how to feel a part of me was hurt, and the other half wanted to tell her how I felt.

I couldn't sleep i tried everything but it just didn't work god why does this girl have to be so perfect Jesus christ I can't stop thinking about her the way she looked at me fucking hell what has she done to me.

"Jesus, H christ!" I muttered as I struggled to focus on my campaign, and the boys noticed glaring up at me as I slumped back in my throne. "You're roll." Dustin said nodding down at my dice and I sighed picking up the dice and shook it in my hand before rolling it across the table (14) the boys erupted in cheers and I congratulated them on the win.

After the boys left i started packing up and headed home i was so fucking tired I hadn't slept much after the fight with Phoebe it was as though I had just gone through a bad brake up and we weren't even dating.

*Knock*  *knock*

"Rooms closed!" I muttered, continuing to clean up the table, and the door swung open, making me jump slightly problem with lack of sleep. Extra jumpy

"Hi Eds!" That sweet voice i had missed.

"Phoebe, what are you doing here?" I asked, glancing over at her as I continued packing up.

"Can we talk?" She asked, stepping further into the room, her face glowing from the dim lighting set we had to set the mood for the campaign.

"Okay." I said, slowly sitting down on the arm of my throne as she walked towards me and sat on the edge of the table with her hands in her lap.

"Eddie, I'm really sorry for how I made you feel!" She said, and it sounded sincere.

"Why would you go there? i thought you were different, Phoebe. I thought you saw me as more than a freak. How could you think I'd even be capable of hurting you!" i said calmly, trying not to yell because I wasn't angry anymore. I was hurt

"You are different Eddie your not a freak, not to me. To me your a sweet careing guy who has a part of his life he keeps hidden something your hiding that nobody knows about Eddie I know you're not like that and I'm so fucking sorry I accused you i was just confused and scared someone would do that to me again I'm so sorry Eddie."

"Again?" I whispered, and she froze, realising what she said. "I didn't mean that last part. Just forget it, please!" She pleased with her voice cracking underneath her breaths.

*Someone fucking hurt her*

"Phoebe did someone?" I stuttered over my words as I stood from my throne and walked towards were she was sitting. "Did someone hurt you baby?" I asked completely broken

*Did I just call her baby*

She looked down at her lap as her knee started bouncing i wanted nothing more then to hold her but I was scared she'd push me away again

"Y-you can't tell anyone!" She said barely loud enough for me to hear. And my heart dropped someone had hurt her touched her without her fucking permission my blood started boiling.