insomnia

Nightly Wishes

I wish I could drift off like everyone else instead of being awake at the dead of night.
Oh.
The silence doesn't haunt me, it's the meaningless echoes that form in my mind.
I wish I didn't feel so insignificant seeing as I'm not fully alone.
I do have the voices.
But to be frank, no matter what I wish, I'll still be stuck in this god forsaken cycle with darkness as my companion.
Warm blankets don't comfort me anymore and these linen sheets suffocate me.
On occasion I'd have that one friend but oh how I'm such a bore.
They don't bother anymore.
I just wish I didn't have to rely on these nightly wishes that would never come true anyway.