A Love That Consumes Me (Stefan Salvatore) (Boyxboy)

Chapter One

Photo is of Drew Saltzman, portrayed by Nick Majoor.

Chapter One

Stefan

I pulled up to Caroline's house, feeling more scared than ever. If I go up and see her, and not feel anything, then I would have to accept that I was sexually attracted to a man. A man I had just met, who seemed to have already changed everything I knew about myself. I didn't know how to react to these feelings, especially since they were so new. What would Damon think?

No, I can't think about that now. I need to focus.

I get out of my car, walking incredibly slow towards her front door. My hands were shaking.

Once I reached the door I stood still for a few minutes. Maybe this was a bad idea. I couldn't think clearly.

Before I could properly comprehend anything else, or over think it, I raised my hand into a fist and knocked on the door.

A few seconds passed until she came to open the door.

She looked the same, but at the same time, completely different. Her blonde hair looked soft, and was slightly curled. Her bright blues eyes shone in the sun, but they couldn't compare to the midnight blue ones that were etched into my brain. She was beautiful. But I didn't feel anything.

The love I felt for her had been replaced with a sisterly love. I was no longer in love with her.

"Hey, Care." I guess that was appropriate.

I can't keep this to myself. Standing in front of me was my best friend. She would understand. I needed advice.

"Hey, Stefan. Are you alright? You don't look so good." She looked at me with concern. I could tell she was worried. I didn't normally act like this. Shaken and on edge.

Caroline rested her hand on my arm.

"Can I come in? I really need to talk to you about something. I need to talk to someone. Please." I was desperate. She could tell.

"Sure, Stefan. You can talk to me about anything. Come in."

Here goes nothing. I hope she still talks to me after this.

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"Oh my God. Ohhh my God. OH MY GOD." Caroline was screaming. All I could do was sit still, and wait.

I knew she would react like this. I still didn't know if I was attracted to men, or just the mysterious man that I bumped into that made my insides melt. I didn't even know if I would ever see him again.

Was it wrong that the mere thought of never seeing him again surged disappointment and sadness. What is the matter with me?

"Caroline, please calm down. This isn't helping." I couldn't tell what she was thinking and I definitely wasn't prepared for what she said next.

"I've always wanted a gay best friend!" She jumped into the air, clapping her hands in a child like fashion.

WHATT?! Did she really just say what I think she said?

"Stefann! Do you know what this means?" She looked so excited and genuinely happy. I hadn't seen her look like this for a while. It put a smile on my face, along with the confused expression that came from her previous statement. I guess she could tell.

"I'll tell you what it means. We can go shopping together, and talk boys. Ooh, and I can set you up with hot college guys from school-" I cut her off there.