DARK PRINCES

|not a chp but plz read|

Yeah, this is as a title says this is not a chapter related to dark princess or any other story or even to Harry Potter in general.

And I am voice typing, so the grammar might be atrocious. But alright, this is a rant because well I had decided I would not get involved get into a situation, even mildly start liking a guy and I fucked up that plan, and I realised exactly why I had decided that I will not be pursuing the XY chromosome .

He fucked me up, so bad, babes, oh my God. Genuinely bro lovebombed me so bad. He would open doors for me, carry my bag, my jacket, hold stuff for me, compliment me. Talk sweetly. Wish me every morning and every night and then he crossed the line.

I've not known him for longer than said two weeks, and I wasn't in love with him or anything, but there was potential, and for once, I thought there might be something there, but then men have to ruin everything don't they?

So yeah, he got somewhat inappropriate. He did apologise for it, but I don't see is going back to even as friendly as we used to be. I just can't. I tried okay. I tried to sort this out. Sent him a text and everything, but I don't know what's up. He hasn't responded to my text . I do know he was active sometime back, so I don't know wtf he's high on.

I mean, imagine, crossing a boundary, apologising and then acting cold when I'm trying to give a bloody second chance.

And like usually when we get to college, he has a seat ready for me every day. I haven't seen him reply yet.

I'm going to go to sleep. I don't give a fuck about this bitch. You know what if he wants to reply, he will reply. if he doesn't want to, I don't care. I'm done. I'm officially done.

All this while, I was somewhat soft because I did not want to break up the friend group but the friend group can go touch some grass.

Not my damn fault if the friend group breaks up, not my fault if he ignores this text till morning, and if he does not keep a seat for me, it's done. It's over. I'm not even talking to him.

And yes, I know this sounds very irritating, typical teenage drama, but okay I am a kid alright who just got into college in a new city everything is new and I thought there was potential. I mean for starters, he's 6'3. And he was sweet, okay he was very, very nice, sweet polite, helpful all of those adjectives and he had a good dressing sense.

Okay, okay. I mean I'm not dating him after the boundary cross today. I was okay with being friends, but if he doesn't take initiative, I won't either. I've done my part. I sent the text.

But yeah, I needed to get this off my chest. I cannot tell my friends this because then they'll fuck me up even more than I already. And I definitely cannot tell my parents. I do not want to tell the people in my hostel and then I realised why do I even have so many followers and so many viewers on my story, if I can't rant to my girlies?

Anyway, advice, as always appreciated, some criticism is too, you are more than welcome to trash talk him. Also, please motivate me to study. This episode did prove that my Books will not hurt me the way this man did.

I really I'm sorry for the horrible grammar, the random periods. The weird words and tenses. voice typing doesn't hit, right?

Anyway, love you all
I hope I do not end up in prison for murdering that guy .

I'm gonna go and sleep because I cannot be dumb, be in love with an emotionally unavailable guy and have dark circles at the same time, so I'm gonna go and sleep. And if that guy hasn't texted me by morning, I will end up doing something very, very bad and illegal .