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Ella's POV

Tuesday

I woke up my head banging, Harry still asleep next to me, I snuggle up to him more, I was mad for Harry I knew that he didn't like that I was 17 because something's we're limited but I didn't care he could do what ever he wanted to me, i just wanted to make him happy so he wouldn't leave me.

he groaned at me snuggling into him but put his arm around me pulling him closer, I place my head on his bare torso following the outline of his butterfly tattoo, I went a bed wanting Harry and woke up wanting him more but he wouldn't give in, I looked at the clock I was already late for college, i started kissing his torso moving his arm from being around me to meet his collar bone my breathing heavy, he nudges his shoulder underneath me 

H "Ella" his husky voice wonders 

E "Just kiss me!" pulling his face towards me to start kissing him, i could feel him joining in with the kisses, he pulls away for breath wiping his eyes awake to look at me before falling back into kisses

E "Please Harry" my voice week i beg for some sort of satisfaction, he pulls me on top of him his hand gripping my waist, i start grinned against his crotch

H "Babe"

E "Please?" I beg again before being pushed off by Harry unexpectedly, but he moves to hover over me, he started to rub against my pants causing me to moan, he pulls of my pants moving upwards to kiss me,

M "Harry!" my mum shouts from my room, he looks at me in confusion i shrug my shoulders, he gets up looking out the window to her,

M "Why aint Ella at college" he looked in at the time realising it was 11:30am

H "She was being sick last night and got a temperature she didn't get up until 11 so i didn't take her"  

he closed the window and curtains turning his attention back to me he gets back on top of me, he started rubbing my clit again

E "No Harry i need more" whimpering

I drag down his boxer the best i could, lifting my hips up his he slips in side of me

H "Ella i haven't got anything on" he pulls back pulling his boxers back up, he came back from the bathroom returning back to where we left of he snuggled his head in the crook of my neck kissing it gently before slipping himself in me again

E "Harr...Harry!" i moan and he moves his length in and out and me, he grabs my waists tugging at my skin, the pain not bothering me

E "Faster" i whisper loosing the words from my mouth being dry i kiss his shoulder biting at the skin i could pull on, he stopped altogether, catching his breath before pulling away

E "Harry what's wrong?"

H "What am I doing to you"

E "What?" putting my arm around his neck as comfort

H "Im ruining you"

E "Harry your not making any sense"

H "Your too young your just a kid"

E "Im not a kid Harry" I remove my arm from him furrowing at what he just said

E "You make me sound like im nothing"

E "There's 4 years you told me you didn't care about age you done this to me"

H "Done what!"  

E "You made me fall in love with you" he stares at me his mouth dropped his eyes watery I couldn't help but feel embarrassed of what I just said

E "I guess im not wanted here anymore" getting up from the bed, going through the windows into my room, I close the window and curtains grabbing my duvet and getting in my bed, it felt so weird being back in here, the banging on the window indicated Harry was finally ready to speak to me, I opened my curtains and my window Harry stood there his eyes puffy and blood shot red, he asks me to come back in to talk, I go back into his room sitting on the bed next to him

H "I cant face this guilt anymore the guilt of you being young and not having the life you should be sexually...I love you and cant let you go I've fallen for you and it hurts not to be around you for over 2 minutes I don't know what to do Ella!"

E "Why have you got guilt I chose you I could of chosen Dan but I didn't...I love you...I don't get how im not having the life I should sexually"

H "You shouldn't be having sex this much"

E "I've had 2 times harry"

H "In how many days...3"

E "That's nothing"

H "I know but im frightened of doing something that I cant change..."

E "So what if I get pregnant" cutting him off

H "No Ella no! don't say that"

E "I don't see the big worry about it you can always get an abortion"

H "But it never happens because you get to attached"

E "You wont get me pregnant anyways"

H "How do you know that the condom could split or I could forget run out but be desperate"

E "Stop giving yourself reasons to leave me" I kiss him but he pulls away

E "Harry...I don't get it you have me where any boy would want a girl but your not interested"

He puts his head in hands sighing and getting up off the bed

H "Im not dumping you but I need some space to think this over for a couple of days you can stay here and ill go round one of the boys"

E "No ill go round Daisy" giving him a cold stare before grabbing my clothes out the bathroom, I quickly chuck them on whilst walking downstairs to the front door, I open the door once im fully clothed, fiddling in my back pocket of my jeans searching for my phone, I found my phone on the coffee table in the living room I quickly grab it and slam the front door shut behind me

E "Daisy can I stay yours for a couple of days"

Daisy "Um hang on let me ask" she put the call on mute so she could ask her parents

Daisy "Yh sure you can do you want me to pick you up"

E "Yh please" Daisy's already passed her driving test however im still getting lessons

Daisy picked me up from Harrys, the drive home silent from it being awkward

Daisy "So um how are you"

E "Fine...fine you"

Daisy "Fine"

E "Um you don't have to worry about me staying your no more I can stay round my cousins" looking down at the text I just got from Sophia my cousin

Daisy "Yh ok ill drop you there then" the rest of the ride silent until she pulls up out side of Sophia's

E "Thank you" getting out of the car and walking into Sophia's gate knocking on the door, I walk in shutting the door behind me, turning round to walk into the living room spotting Liam and Niall out of Harrys band sat on the sofa, I gulp down the large lump in my throat, not doing very well with my dry mouth

E "Um can I get a drink please Soph" she nodded and I made my way to the kitchen pouring myself a glass of water, I walk back in the living room placing myself next to Sophia

NH "Alright Ella"

E "Alright" he smiles

NH "What you doing here" I gulp hard again trying to get rid of the lump in my throat, hoping that he wouldn't ask

E "Thought I'd come see my cousin"

NH "Fair enough"

Niall and Liam didn't stay for much longer and when they left I told Sophia everything that's happened between me and Harry hoping to get some good advice.

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