I Didn't Write This for You to Find Me

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𝙄 𝘿𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙒𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙈𝙚
my side of the silence

I didn't mean to pen these pages
for you to find.
Not after ten years
of silence and dust.

But still-
you found them.
Stumbled into my softness
as if it were still yours
to hold.

I wonder what line did it.
Which hush
gave me away.
Was it the way I spoke
of mornings that never ended?
The way I remembered you
without saying your name?

You were the quiet
I came back to.
Even when I shouldn't have.
Even when the silence
had teeth.

I made peace
with your absence.
Wrapped it in poetry,
pressed it between pages
like dried flowers
I no longer needed to touch
to remember.

So if you read this now-
if your hands tremble
where mine once fit-
know this:

These words
weren't meant
to bring you back.
They were meant
to bring me home.

And maybe,
just maybe,
that's what love becomes
when it doesn't get the ending:
Not bitterness,
but bloom.
Not waiting,
but release.

You were a chapter.
A beautiful one.
But I became the book.

And this-
this was always
the version
where I save myself.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 20 ⏰

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