More Than This

Introverted

"I'm sorry..."

"Okay, let's break up."

"So sorry..."

"Goodbye, Kim Jongin."

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When i open my eyes, i feel dizzy. Where am i? Why that my stomach hurts so much?
Then a nurse entered.

"Excuse me, why that im here?"

"Please wait, i will call the doctor first."

A doctor entered. Wait, she seems so familiar?

"Yesterday someone found you passed out at the park. Then he took you here."

"We can't contact your family, so we called your roommate."

"Please accept our condolences, we can't save the baby."

"..."

"Again, we're sorry Miss Soojung."

"My baby is gone? Jongin's baby..."

Someone knocking the door. A petite woman entered with a rush.

"Soojung, i'm sorry you have to experience this." Luna said as she hugs me.

"..."

"Can we talk outside Miss Luna?"

"Sure doctor."

"I will be back soon." Luna said as she rubbed my backs.

After they go out. Im gently rubbing my belly.

"I haven't even see your face, haven't even saying hello to you, haven't even let your father knows that you're here. I'm sorry baby, i'm sorry." I keep saying these words until i fall asleep.

When i woke up, Luna's sitting beside my bed.

"How are you feeling?"

"..."

"You know, you can tell me how you feel. Because i'm sad if you..." Luna started to cry.

"I'm sorry Luna. I'm in pain."

"Soojung stupid!" Then she's hugging me, and we're crying together.

"They said tomorrow you're allowed to go home."

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The next day Luna helped me prepare the things to leave the hospital.

"Can i ask you something?"

"Hmm...?"

"Why that Jongin didn't come here? He's the father right?"

"No-"

"What the?!!! (O.O) Soojung you're a bad girl!!!"

"Don't shout to me. He's the father of course. But he doesn't know about it."

"Explain!"

"It was the night when i want to tell him that i'm pregnant."

FLASHBACK
I was having a date with him in the park. He's an on time person. But that night he comes late. It's the second time for him to coming late on our date, the first one when he bring Monggu to hospital because he's passed out after eating a sausage.

I waited for him for about 2 hours.
When we walk in the park, he keeps daydreaming and didn't hear what i said. Suddenly he's not talk much as usually.

"Kim Jongin, do you hear me?"

"..."

"Jongin! Do you want to die!"

"..."

Then i gently hitting his arm.

"I'm sorry Soojung" he frowned.

"There's nothing to be forgiven Jongin~. Listen to me, because i only say this once. I'm preg-"

"Let's break up." He doesn't even looking at me when saying those words.

"..."

"I found someone better than you."

"I found someone better than you too, but i close my eyes." I close my eyes for real, to hold up my tears.

"..."

"..."

"I'm sorry..."

"Okay let's break up."

"So sorry..."

"Goodbye, Kim Jongin."
FLASHBACK END

"Then, he left me alone. All i know after that i woke up in this hospital. Am i so weird because i'm not even crying when telling you about these?"

"You're completely not that weird than the usual Jung, just kidding okay. They said it's normal. You're still in shock."

"Should i laugh now? Wait, don't tell my family about these things that happened to me. I don't want to make them sad, please."

"I guess you already tell them? Are you sure? The doctor said it's good to spends your times with your family, because that will be helpful for your recover. If that's all you want.."

"Don't tell Jongin."

"But he's the father of the ba-"

"Yes, but he doesn't even know that i'm having his baby. And the baby's gone. He will be sad if know that.." my tears bursting.

"Sssshh~. I just don't want you to keep this for yourself."

"I still have you. You're enough for me." I hug her.

"Please. Don't. Leave me alone Luna."

Thank you for reading^^
I'm sorry for the typos everywhere, and my english not that good~
How about put in Sulli and Choiza in the next chapter? What do you think?

:) xx