Janiel Doesn't Wait

A Problematic Encounter

Joeys PoV-
Some trigger warnings before we start this chapter.  There will be some homophobia and some level of sexual assault.  This took me a long time to write, since I personally am gay and have also gone through quite bad sexual experience.  However I hope this is good still, please remember the view in this chapter/book aren't always mine!  Also I'm not following the real timeline and events of the trip now!
We are sat eating a lovely meal in a beautiful, if not slight eccentric, little family owned restaurant, buried deep in the windy little roads of a small place in London!  I feel a little giddy, I have always dreamt of spending time in London with the love of my life and now here I am, sat across from Daniel, my own sassy angel sent from the gay heavens above us!  I excuse myself to go to the toilet before we leave, not before I have fought hard to try and persuade Daniel to let me pay for our meal, as always he wins and ends up paying.  I search for a second before realising that there are stairs that go downstairs with a sign over them letting me know that the toilets are down the narrow steps.  I carefully walk down, smiling to myself as I notice how very English this place feels.  I go in and pee, freezing as I hear someone else walk in behind me.  You see I have always had a shy bladder, I hate to pee while other people are in the same room, making public toilets a stressful place for me.  I start to wash my hands, when suddenly I can sense movements very close behind me followed by a breath on my neck.

"Can.. Can I help you?" I stutter out, the memories of bullies at school doing this exact same thing to me years ago.  I am shaking like crazy, my mouth is dry, and my palms are sweating from a mix of anxiety and fear. 

"You wanna snog me or summit, you stupid fag?  I mean that is what you are isn't it, with you're stupid voice and fucking sparkly nails how could you be anything else?"  The tall, scary looking man says, quietly at first but shouting loudly into the back of my neck by the end.

I turn to face him, backing into the sink behind me as far as I possibly can, the solid, cold basin pushing painfully into my back.  "I-I... I'm not interested in kissing you thanks, I am in a happy relationship right now, not that it's anything to do with you!" I regret the sass and answer I give immediately, his face getting angrier the second I say the stupid things!

"Fuck you, you gay ass prick, that's what all you people want, you couldn't care any less about a relationship you just want sex, attention, or both!" At this he pushes his hand against my groin area.  I totally freeze as he starts touching me in a way that I an NOT happy with.  However I can't even open my mouth to tell him to stop, trying to react but failing, not able to make myself move in any way.

"Yeah, you like that don't you, I knew you didn't care about your so called boyfriend!  I am so fucking glad I don't have to put up with gays in my life, just out to fuck everyone they can, ruining everyone's life as you go!  All you need is a good fucking from a proper woman, that'll stop you wanting to be gay!"  He laughs in a condescending way, before squeezing my dick hard (does he think that's how you give a hand job?), spitting on my face, and walking out of the bathroom.  I am left alone at last, I feel like I'm going to puke and I only now realise that I have tear stains running down my face.  I think about telling Daniel, but very quickly decide that it is a no go, I can't tell him, he will be so pissed with me, I guess I must have lured that guy to me, and I never stopped him, did I!  I scrub at my face to try and clear his disgusting spit from my face and to hide my red face and bloodshot eyes, then I check in the mirror, deciding I look as good as I will ever get, an look at my watch to realise I have been almost 15 minutes.  I come up with an excuse to use if he questions the time it took to simply pee, I'll probably say I got distracted by a text while washing my hands, and I'm sure he will not question it too much, or at least I hope he won't! Then again, I think, he may not have even noticed! Am I over reacting entirely? I just don't know right now, I feel so shaken up after everything that happened in the bathrooms!

A/N - I really hope you guys enjoyed (is that the right word for a chapter like this??) reading, sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER, however as I said at the beginning, this was a difficult chapter to write personally! Also, side note, thank you for almost 750 reads!!! I love all of you guys so much! Don't forget to vote, comment, add to reading list/library and follow me if you want to! I promise the next chapter will be up in the next week! Bye :)