𝓣𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓣𝓲𝓮𝓼 : 𝒯𝒽ℯ 𝒯𝒶𝓁ℯ 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓪𝓵𝓱𝓸𝓽𝓻𝓪'𝓼

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He sat on bed just beside her and caressed her hair "y..you scared me cupcake"his voice barely above a whisper due to the uneasiness settling inside his chest.

She stiffed on her place.she was just pretending to sleep.

"W..why youmake me angry,you know na..i..i can't control my anger".

"I am really sorry,"he whispered joining forehead with hers.she can feel his trembling hands on her cheek.

Her body was calmed now because of medicine.

His tears falling on her face,she tighten her grip around blanket... trying to control her racing heart.

It is first time after that argument.she lost him that day but today he is breaking,just like that day.she lost her anger and break his heart but he didn't left her because he knows he can't live without her.

She can feel him shivering around her small frame,his tears piercing her heart"i..i am very bad person...y..you ,mahir , ruhaan, family...i..i am cheating on everyone".

"M.. mahi believe me,he is thinking that..i ..i am finding Ishita but..h... how can I tell him...t.. that I am the one who is hiding her..."

"I..if m.. mahir get to know about this..he will .....

He burst out in tears . harshita tears also fell down from her eyes.she tighten her grip around him, hugging him tightly "p.. please stop blaming yourself".

She whispered and he realised she is awake but he didn't care now.he tighten his grip around her waist "i..i am v..very bad".

"You are not adarsh ji,you are trying to...

"he is finding her like a mad man in every country and i...i am"

"Shh please ".

"N..no please don't stop me,i ..i can't handle this much weight on myself...it ..hu... hurts to see your brother like this, killing himself everyday.".

"He everyday begged me f...for her but I ...i .."his face was getting red with crying.

"It is not your fault...it is Ishita "

"I don't know,i..i don't know how to show up my emotions,y...you know i dreamt that m..my aksath,my ...b..baby he came to me...h..he talked with me and I..i was talking with him."

Adarsh was talking with her like a baby, talks with their mothers, puppy and swollen eyes,tear streaked face, hands gesturing,hope in eyes...

"I..i am not a good b.. brother, aksath left me without any word,w..what was my mistake?,he can simply tell me about his problems but no......he choose silence."

"M.. mahir also hide his pain now,a..am i that much cruel that my own brothers are hiding their t..truths for me?",.

"I am their brothers, she is here w..what if he hurt himself again?"

She sighed while engulfing him in a hug,he cried Hard, clutching her back ... like he is trying to breath between his tears"i hurt you alot..y..you don't deserve me,i am...."

She placed her finger on his lips"shh calm down please, it's ok now...i know i was in equal fault ".

"B...but you was just helping your sister ".

"You was right,i  don't deserve y..you deserve someone better who will care for you , unlike me,who also ignore y.. you like you never e.. existed ".

"I am really sorry "he whispered while taking long breaths.

"you want to divorce me that time right,so let's di....

He didn't even finished his sentence,she smashed her lips on him , kissing him hardly, hungrily.