Poems of depression

The pain needs to go away

When you're upset for no reason you just want to swing so high that the swing flips around the bar and you fall off. When you just want to smash your head on something. You just want to feel no pain anymore or feel pain that will keep your mind off the depressing things just fall into a deep sleep. I just want to disappear for a day or so just to see who would notice and who would care. If I ran away how long would it take people to care? They may say they would notice and care but in reality who really would...!?!