ARRANGE MARRIAGE A LOVE GROWN SO STRONG Book Three

making a choice

                 Bpov

I didn't mean to disappear on Edward but I had to think. Would my family be safer without me in there life or do I stay. I went back to the castle and I found Edward standing in Rebecca doorway. I was in awe at what I saw. My father was holding his granddaughter telling her stories. But I was taken away when I just listen.

"I'm going to tell you something your mother don't know not even your grandmother knows this." My father took a deep breath. "I wished so much I could of been there for your mother, while she grew up. It broke my heart every time I had  to leave her. I never showed or told her how proud of her I was and how much I love her so much. That day when we first brought your mother here and we got into an argument with her. Her mother regretted the moment she hit Bells. It broke my heart to let her go and to hear those words that she hated us. We only thought we're doing what was in her best interest. Then we tried to rip it from her again." Tears started to fall from my father eyes.

I couldn't believe what I just heard. I start to remember that day and moment.

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"Hello Isabella, I'm Carlisle and this is my beloved wife queen Esme. Your parents told you what going on. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. We like to welcome you here. For now you will rest. Feel free to look around, Edward will answer any questions you have."

I just stood there and listen. "Bella I know you're upset with us right now but we did what we thought what was best for you." My eyes widen and I held the tears back but I couldn't hold back the anger that had built up. "I'm apologizing now Queen Esme and King Carlisle." I turned to my parents.

"WHAT'S BEST FOR ME, REALLY ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW!"

"ISABELLA MIND YOUR LANGUAGE." My mother snapped out.

"MIND MY LANGUAGE! WHAT KIND OF PARENTS ARE YOU. I WOULDN'T OF MINDED THIS SO MUCH. BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN DAUGHTER BREAK A PROMISE TO A DYING BEST FRIEND, SOMEONE THAT'S LIKE A SISTER TO ME, AND YOU DAMN WELL KNEW WHAT SHE MEANT TO ME!"

"THEY WERE A BAD INFLUENCE ON YOU." My mother said.

"BAD INFLUENCE! YOU WERE NEVER THERE FOR ME THE WERE! HELL NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF JACOB STILL ALIVE BECAUSE OF YOU. BECAUSE OF YOU I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TRUST ANYONE, I HATE YOU!"

"SSMMAACCKK!!" I grabbed the side of my face and look at my mother in horror.

"Isabelle I'm so sor.." my mother covered her mouth as she looked like she regretted the minute she did it. But I stopped her as she spoke the words.

"STOP! DON'T YOU DARE SAY YOU'RE SORRY. YOU'RE NOT MY PARENTS, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN."

I looked around and the look on the royal family faces of shock just made me more upset.

"Forgive me Queen Esme, King Carlisle." I turned to Edward. The look of pity on his face and I didn't want pity. "I'm sorry for all this Prince Edward."

I turned and went to walk out of there and someone grabbed my arm. "Ouch!" I turned and looked and it was my father. I turned and looked and it was my father.

He let go with sorrow in his face. "I'm sorry I forgot. But Bells please!"

"NO, STOP, NOTHING YOU SAY TO ME WILL HELP CHANGE MY MIND!" My father face dropped to face the ground.

I closed my eyes to fight tears.
Then I finally walked out of the room and slammed the door behind me.

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