The failure- murder drones angst

Part one

(the end of ep, 7 N's perspective, as of the time of writing this, ep 8 is not out yet so lets just call this a au 😁 oh and also, there is going to be lots of angst but you just gotta wait)

I had went flying, thanks to uzi's solver. My wings instinctively pread out, but wasnt quick enough. My metal skull had slammed against one of the hard, rusty, copper pillar's, denting the pillar in the process. My oil was oozing out of my head and what was left of my leg.

"Aghh! Why can't I just heal faster?!" I thought to myself, in mental anguish. The physical pain, although excruciating, was manageable, as all I cared about in the moment was uzi "please let her be ok." I pleaded to whatever robot-god might be out there, exhausted due to the loss of oil, but determined to save uzi... yet, the thought that she most likely died was growing louder and louder, I shoved it down for now though.

I propped myself up using the pillar, it was a complete mess, drenched in my sticky oil, as my leg and head gushed it. I desperately wanted to run to Uzi, and stop her but I was forced to stay leaning on the pillar for support, waiting and waiting to finally regenerate. As I was waiting, and growing more and more worried for her, the ground began to rumble. It was gentle at first, but gradually got more intense. "What the-" i questioned but then it hit me, I gasped, and had a horrifing revelation "cyn." i muttered, as I had finished regenerating.

I ran back into the building as fast as my legs could carry me, panting as the ground began to shake more and more. It quickly became too much, as I was getting closer to the building, I tripped on the steps. I let out a small squeal, as I tumbled back down headfirst. Luckily for me, my wings spread out in time, and I managed to catch myself.

As the shaking got more extreme, the snow started to crumble and part beneath my feet, I was horrified, but needed to push on. "UZI!!!!" I screamed out, with all my soul, dreading what could of happened to her. "UZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i continued to screetch, desperately begging that she was alive.

Right as I was about to reach the door, I started to feel lighter... weightless in fact. As the shaking got worse, things around me started to float up into the air. As the snow parted, it began to melt.

I stared at the ground in horror, as the snow melted, I began to feel like I was burning. Liquid magma began to pour out of the cracks, it was scorching and I could feel myself begin to slow down.

Next thing I knew, I was in the empty and vast space, drifting toward the core. "Ow, what happened?" I questioned, before it set in.

The heat from the core was horrendous, as I began to grow sluggish, a shockwave suddenly hit, tearing off all my limbs except for my left arm and right leg. "Aghh!" I grunted in pain as I drifted closer, unable to stop myself as I grew to be too exhausted, barely able to stay conscious, and unable to heal due to the heat.

I knew that there was no getting out of this, this was my fate.

It was over for me.

So I began to reflect on everything. I thought about how V sacrificed herself for everyone... just for us all to die anyways. I thought about how I killed the person I looked up to for years. And most importantly.... I thought about Uzi...

What if she was hurt? What if she was dead?? I failed her, I failed everyone. J was right, I am a worthless nobody

I continued to float through space getting closer to the scorching core, unable to leave, going completely limp, wondering where it all went wrong.

I just wanted everything to be back to normal, for Uzi to be safe, on copper9. For everyone to be safe. As I grew more and more tired and hot, I began to doze off, accepting that I would die alone drifting through space.

(P2 will be in Uzi's perspective)