Sparks fly

That was Awkward.

My breath hitched in my throat as I stared wide-eyed at Christopher. I watched as his eyes roam along my face as if he was watching every move I made. I did the first thing that came to my mind. RUN.

I sprint through the house getting lost from all the winding hallways. I didn't deserve to have him as a mate. He is beautiful and I'm something you would find roaming the sewers. I can't believe I decided to stay. I mentally apologized to Mel and Aaron as I tried to escape the house that I once wanted to call a home.

After half an hour of trying to find an exit I gave up. I slid down the wall hugging my knees to my chest. I felt terrible for Christopher. To have a mate like me. I'm only broken and once something brakes it will never be the same. I felt tears roll down my cheeks as I thought about my life and how I basically rejected my mate but I knew it was better for everyone. I couldn't be a Luna. I'm not strong enough or kind enough or even loving enough. I forgot what love was years ago and now I'm left with a simple shell of who I used to be.

"Are you okay?" A deep voice ask me bringing me out of my thoughts. I slowly turn my head to the person speaking and stared at them. The man standing before me had dark brown hair with bright blue eyes. He wore a light blue Hollister shirt that made his eyes even more blue along with simple khaki shorts. He was extremely good-looking but he doesn't compare to Christopher.

(Picture of Cody at the top:) When in doubt Tumbler it out. )

"I uh- I'm fine.." I said softly. Then a thought came to mind as the man gave me a confused look.

"Can you show we the exit to this place?" The man only laugh and asked something I didn't expect him to.

"Well that depends. Would your name so happen to be Madeline?" He asked with a corked eyebrow. I'm guessing he knew the answer from the expression on my face making him chuckle.

"My names Cody, I'm the beta. Christopher told me to come find you because you ran away from him?" He asked and I slowly nodded hanging my head in shame. How am I supposed to tell a stranger that I'm not good enough to be his future Luna and or his future alpha's mate?

I saw something move besides me and as I turned I had figured out Cody had sat down next to me. It stayed silent for a while and I questioned why these people are all so friendly to a girl who dosent deserve it. Then it hit me that they didn't know what had happened. They didn't know about how I had killed my Mother in the car accident or how it was all my fault

"Madeline?" I hear Cody speak up after a while of sitting silently. I turn to look at him and notice he was already staring at me. I nod my head at him trying to tell him he had my attention.

"I don't know what you have been through, but I can tell you are scared. You have been shaking since I had first started talking to you. I just want to tell you that you can trust us, the pack. We would never let anything hurt one of our members. You're a part of the family now so please don't be scared. Ever since Christopher had met you a couple of hours ago he had mind-linking me about how beautiful you are to him. He really cares about you and he's scared to lose you." Cody speaks and I feel myself relax.

I think I trust Cody and it had only been a short amount of time knowing him. He watches me as I think about what he had said and I sigh.

"He's to good for me.." I say quietly speaking my mind to a man I had just met. Sometimes talking to strangers is easier than talking to people you know. Which I barely know any.

"I don't deserve a mate. I don't deserve to be loved or showed any kindness from this pack."I spoke out as tears pricked my eyes.

"I can't be a Luna I'm too weak!" I shouted out. I didn't care who would hear I was in too much pain to care.

" I am broken! and no one can fix me!" I yelled again as hot tears rolled down my face. Cody watched me but never said a word. His face was soft and I'm glad that he wasn't sympathetic. I hated when people look at you sympathetically like they understand the pain but truth is they never will.

"Maddy, I can't say that I know how you feel or understand what you have been through but I can tell just by looking at you are the strongest person I have ever met. Your body may have scars, meaning you have had the strength to carry on even when you broke down. You will be a great Luna one day Maddy I can feel it." Cody gave me a proud smile and I couldn't help but smile a little. This boy was so sweet. We had only met a little while ago but I can feel that me and Cody are going to friends soon if I decide to stay.

After a while of talking with Cody I had figured out he was 18 just like Christopher. They had been friends since "the crib life" as Cody would say it. He had yet to find his mate and he was dying to find her.

From the help of Cody we slowly made our way to my new room. I couldn't help but feel tiny compared to him. He was about eight inches taller than me. Man am I short! I didn't even notice we made it to my room already. I bid my goodbyes to Cody and made my way into my bedroom.

The first thing I noticed as I entered my room was a large king sized bed cover with pink and purple sheets and pillows. I plopped down on the freshly made bed and mentally moaned at how soft it was. Slowly setting up I study the rest of the room. The walls painted pink, with black and white bird outlines on it. In the corner sat a black desk which lied next to A large book shelf that touched the ceiling. Every shelf was full of different genres of books. I smiled as I knew that was Mel's doing. I rolled over on my bed to find a white bedside table that was small and petite.

After checking out most of my room, I slowly stood up and made my way to a large door. Looking inside I found a large walk in closet. This is huge! Every inch filled with a bunch of clothes with a large variety of shoes and accessories. I walked around brushing my fingers along the different textured fabrics instantly falling in love with all them. I really have to thank Mel and Aaron this is way to much.

I went from nothing to having everything. All in a short matter of time and I didn't know what to think. I felt happy yet, I felt bad because Mel and Aaron spent all their time and money on this.

I headed back into my room and found another door. As I walked in I found a bathroom. It was ocean themed. Paintings of sailboats and giant light houses lined the walls. The curtain to the shower looked like the ocean waves making me smile sadly.

My family used to take trips to the ocean. I remember collecting seashells with my brother. When would get home we would glue googly eyes-eyes on them and name them silly names like Shelly.

Deciding it was a good time to get in the shower, I stripped from my clothes and threw them into my black hamper. I turned the shower to hot water then stepped in.

I couldn't help but think about my brother. My brother's name was Tyler but I had always called him Ty. We both looked quite similar but he lacked my freckles and dull blue eyes. His eyes were a light brown which he had inherited from my father. Ty had an age advantage on me of two years making him eighteen years old now. Since I will be turning sixteen in November and it was now April. I missed my brother so much and I had always hoped he would return.

After I took about an hour-long shower I brushed my teeth and hair. Jogging into my closet, I picked out a white tank top and sweatpants along with my undergarments and slipped them on.

As I walked back into my room I hadn't noticed a figure standing there making my face turn as red as a tomato.

There stood Christopher, his face as red as mine...

Well, that was awkward..

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So hey guys I thought I would start adding pictures of the characters in the chapters. tell me what you think:P