TechnicalTheater Oneshots and Smutshots: Book 2

Painful Memories Of Killing The One I Truly Loved: Solar x Ruin (SAMS Oneshot)

~ Important Author's Note (Pls Read) ~
Ok so... this oneshot might be late depending on when this comes out. However, it is suppose to take place on March 21st 2025 aka a year after Solar's Death.

Basically the idea I have with this is that Solar is in fact back and has been for months. Yet as soon as the 2 weeks leading up to March 21st rolls out Ruin finds himself in a depression state. The reason being because his regret for killing Solar back in 2024 will forever be relevant and haunting to him. Yet as soon as March 21st 2025 comes up it ends up being the worst day of this "2 weeks depression" Ruin has been having. He's been trying to actively avoid Solar the past 3 days especially on the 21st. However, when March 21st actually comes Ruin is so depressed he can't even bear to see, look at, talk, or even be near Solar. In fact he refuses to get up that morning of the 21st since he's just that depressed and hurt from his actions he did a year ago. So that's when Solar finally just snaps and speaks up knowing something is actually wrong with his boyfriend and has been for the past 2 weeks. So he decides to ask what's been troubling his Ruin which is when Ruin just breaks and admits everything thats been troubling him for the past 2 weeks. Which is when Solar ends up calling the both of them in sick for work so he can mainly focus on comforting and reassuring Ruin.

And that's the idea. Yet if your curious as to what spawned this idea this is. You see I did this exact same thing with Glamrock Luna and Nexus at the time he went by "New Moon" in 2024. That Luna just got depressed the week leading up to April 15th 2024 aka the 1 year anniversary of the original Moon's death since he died on April 15th 2023. So I might as well do it with Ruin too but with Solar who died a year ago on March 21st 2024.

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this oneshot ;3
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~ Ruin's POV ~

Today was March 21st 2025. So it's been a year since I activated my device of which destroyed 5,000 dimensions to get rid of the Creator Council. As well as ensure another Creator would never live.

However, it was also the day of which I am not at all proud of. In fact I despise it. It's a day of not to celebrate but morn. This was because it wasn't just the day I destroyed the Creator Council but the day I killed the love of my life with no way around it.

You see even if Solar is back and has been for months, today was the day that I'm constantly reminded of what I did to my poor beloved Solar Darling. I still regret it and forever will.

In fact, I have found myself in a depression state for the past 2 weeks leading up today. Like for the past 2 weeks I've not been eating or drinking very much, yet that doesn't really matter being animatronic but still concerning with how the celestials have been living for the past year.

I'm not energetic. I've been very sad to the point I cry ever so often even at random for no reason at all. I've been way more tired than usual so I've been turning myself in for the night very early. Then I've also been a lot less energetic with my theater performances for children during the day as well, to the point some children don't even watch the plays I do anymore.

Though this is where the 2 week depression leading up to today actually gets concerning and detrimental to the health of us as animatronics. I've not been charging myself properly, like cutting my recharge cycles short so I'm purposely not at 100% charge. I've been working myself to the bone or I guess running myself ragged. Then I even allow myself to drain completely until I shut down and collapse from an entirely depleted battery.

Other than that, I had even been purposely avoiding Solar entirely for the past 3 days leading up to today as well. Only today was the worst day of this constant 2 week depression I've been stuck in yet.