Life Of A Socially Awkward Girl

Chapter 21

"I had to Logan, I tell him everything!" I yelled.

Two days since I had lost my virginity and we were already fighting.

"Yeah, well you could have considered that he's in love with you and he's going to kill me!" Logan sat down on one of the bar stools in my kitchen sighing.

"Look, if I know him right, he'll be a little mad at you, and not talk to you, and give you the cold shoulder etc. but he won't hurt you... I hope." I thought for a while. "Yeah, OK maybe you should watch out. But come on, I only told him we were back together."

"Yeah, you're right."

"See?" I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him. "There's nothing to worry about," I said inches away from his face just before kissing him.

"OK, let's go upstairs."

I laughed and kissed him some more. We walked over to the stairs and I pulled away.

"Wait."

"Huh?" He started kissing my neck.

"Have you told any of your friends? About- I mean, the sex part?" I asked him.

"Of course." He started kissing me again. I pushed him off.

"Of course?" I got offended. "So you get to tell all of your friends but I can't tell my only and best friend?"

"Yeah well none of my friends are in love with me," he said into my neck. 

"I'm sorry, I don't wanna do this right now."

He sighed and we sat down on the steps. "You can't treat him like that," he said. "You've got to let him go."

"I can't. I need him."

He frowned. "You have me."

"You don't know me like he does. Anyway, I have plans with him after like an hour."

He stood up. "Yeah I should get going."

"OK," I said smiling and standing up as well.

"I'm trusting you Lucy."

I opened the door and kissed him. "You should." And then I closed it behind him.

As soon as I did, I checked my phone. Blake hadn't texted me or anything, so I decided to call him. I dialed his number and waited for him to answer. He didn't for a while, but when I was just about to hang up I heard his voice.

"Hey," he said casually

"Hey, so when are you coming over?" I asked.

"Oh, right. About that..." He paused. "I'm sorry but I'll have to cancel."

I frowned. "Oh, how come?"

He chuckled awkwardly. "I have a date."

My world crumbled. He had a date. He liked someone. He didn't like me anymore. He didn't care about me anymore. He was going to kiss her and he was maybe even going to... do things with her. Maybe he'd marry her. Maybe he'd have kids with her and name them something cute like Dorothy or something. And they'd live happily together for the rest of their lives and I'd never see him again.

"Um, Lucy? You there?" I suddenly heard.

"O-oh yeah... yeah- I heard you. Um, yeah, with who?" I sat down swallowing a lump in my throat.

"Um, it's just this one girl. Michael had suggested I'd ask her out, but I didn't since... you know." He cleared his throat. Who was Michael again?