Unconditional

Chap.13 "deep in your self conscience"

l. OH AND IDK IF I HAVE SAID ELIJAHS LAST NAME BEFORE BUT NOW IT IS EMREL

My favorite activity is looking for dumb words on urban dictionary to use in life!

I ate a hot pepper for 2 dollars and I have peanut butter rubbed on my lips! I felt like a 2 buck hoe though because I only took 2 dollars ;)

THE FOLLOWING MAY MAKE YOU CRY SO GRAB YOUR TISSUES WHILE YOU STILL CAN

COTC: When I was younger I called 911 and I hung up and they called again. ;( I didn't answer my mom did and she had to explain to them what append. ;) She should of never given me one of those lip phones! You know what I'm talking 'bout?

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"Ava."

"Where are MY brother and Elijah?"

"Back there, but only family can go back." she whimpered out as she picked up Ariel.

I then walked up to the desk and I went off "LOOK...Yalanda.....Chasten Cass is my brother and I am the mother of Elijah Emerels child! And this is Chasten's wife" I said pointing to my stomach. Ugh!!! Adam came back

"LOOK....MRS.CASS your brother and "baby daddy" are both in critical condition; if you go back you have to leave the child here, unless the mother says it goes back."

"Mommy, I want to go see daddy!" "I'm not an IT I'm a Ariel!" God I love this child!

"Are any of them awake?"

"Chasten is but Elijah isn't responding, if he doesn't respond in the next 2 days we will have to call him an official vegetable or even worse we will have to call his time of death." "They were two very lucky and strong men, they both have something or someone, and "she looked up" looking out for them!"

"Sophie, what happened?"

"There sky diving helicopter went down." "Ava," she paused "It was tampered with, someone wanted to kill Elijah and chasten."

I went back to see my brother. His leg was broken and he was awake and talking. I only stayed for 30 minutes and I told him I have to go see Elijah and he understood. Ariel wouldn't let her father go the whole time she was there and Sophie kept kissing him.

I walked into Elijah's room and saw an old man standing over Elijah's bed rubbing his forehead. He was very pale and cold looking. I almost screamed but then I realized somehow he still managed to look a lot of Elijah. An old wrinkled up version.

"Um... I'm sorry I'll wait." I said flashing a fake smile.

"AWH...no sweetheart," he has the most raspy and scary voice I've ever heard. "You must be Ava, god you are even more beautiful than Elijah said."

"Yes, sir"

"Don't call me sir it makes me feel old." "Awhhh and this must be my granddaughter." I could feel my cheeks get redder by the minute.

"I--TT--S, umm, it's not Elijah's." I stuttered out

"Honey paternity doesn't measure love," he paused "Unconditional love." Now I see where Elijah gets his heart from.

"Yeah I know, I wish he was the father." I blushed

"Honey, who is the father, Elijah would never tell me."

"The same guy that tried to kill your son, the same guy who ripped every part of my innocence away I had left, took my sister and my mother away. I was raped by the devil in flesh." the old man then gave me a very comforting hug.

"Well honey it is going to be a long night so get some rest."

It was light again and I opened my eyes to see Elijah eating pears. I blinked and blinked and he never went away.

"Elijah, babe you're awake!" I wrapped my arms around his warm body never wanting to let go.

"Yeah babe get off of me." "You're going to have to get rid of that ugly ass thing before you ever think of touching me with those slut arms again." "Oh and I'm Cheating on you," "Surprise.... did you really think I wanted to fuck a pregnant women and only a pregnant women!"

I ran straight out of the hospital doors and pulled out my cell phone. What the hell am I doing? I went to Adams number and pressed call.

"I'll sign the custody papers!" I laughed falsely.

"Good, babe I knew you would come around someday." "Did that dumb ass of a boyfriend finally realize you were a slut bitch and he could never love a baby hat wasn't his?"

"OK, that's a low blow!" I laughed again. Why am I laughing about this?

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"WAKE THE HELL UP!!" "Awe were you dreaming i'm sorry, but mixing the wrong drugs will do that to a person! "ADAM HAS KIDNAPPED ME! I'm chained to a chair and everything around me is pitch black. "Sweetie none of that really happened, It was all a hallucination of your own mind. Those things aren't what really happened there just your thoughts that are buried deep in your self-conscience, the things that get hidden."

"AHHHH" OMG, that's cam why, is she screaming?

"Oh that's just Cam, she was a lying cheating bitch she deserved that!" Well we all knew that.

"You see she is getting a C-section, 3 months early." Adam chuckled "you see Cam was telling the truth when she said that she was pregnant before you!" "Poor thing didn't start showing till 4 months." Adam growled at his own pleasure.

"you are sick, why me, why?"

"Ava, no one is perfect, not even you" I then heard crying off in the distance. "OH sounds like someone had a successful C-section." "Boy or girl?"

"What?"

"Is the baby a boy or a girl?"

"Boy"

"Wrong!" I then heard a gunshot

"Did you just kill the baby?"

"IDK, you guessed wrong so wouldn't that be your fault?" Adam than chuckled. "It was your fault; everything is your fault Ava!"

"What do you mean?"

"The night my dad died of a heart attack, was all because of you. You put too much salt in the food when you knew my father could have only so much. That caused my mother to kill herself. That made me angry, so I killed your sister. YOU'RE FAULT. Your mother killing herself, Your need to be perfect. Well there was some convincing from me, but just a little." "I loved you Ava and you never loved me back!" Cam, your fault for not believing Cam when she said she cheated on your brother but it for sure wasn't the other mans. And well your brothers fault for having a small penis." "Ava it's all been your fault since the day you were born."

"You know Adam I.DON'T.LOVE.YOU. I HATE YOU and that hate is Unconditional.

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God this part unclogged my writers block and the juices were running full force! I'm proud of myself for this one and I hope not to any people hate me for such big cliff hangers lately! Love you all my beauties.