Don't Blame Me

Intro

My life without Mer is meaningless. The love she once promised me has turned into hatred and resentment for something I did not do. My mother and everyone I love hates me, disowns me and feels disgust for me. Even my son, the son I love so much hates me. That is why I have come to the decision to do something I never thought of doing.

Dear Mer:

In this time apart I have realized something I already knew but had never come to feel. Not having you slowly kills me.

Sleeping and you not being next to me when I wake up, not hearing your beautiful smile during our picnics or not seeing you dancing next to our little one tears me apart.

All because of something I didn't commit.
What happened with Rose was not real.
I insisted her several times to stay away from me but she didn't listen to me. In a moment of distraction she put her lips together with mine and unfortunately that was the scene you saw.

I tried to tell you this several times but in vain. You never wanted to listen to me.

I hope that with the security camera recordings it will help you to know that I always told the truth and that I was never unfaithful to you.

Because I love you Meredith Grey, but I guess it's too late for that now.

Now I only ask you to take care of our little one and to take care of you.

You will always be the love of my life, and I hope you will forgive me and the little fruit of our love for loving you so much. With this I bid you farewell.

I am not telling you this to hurt you but there is no turning back, when you are reading this I will already be on the other side my love, I wish you the best and hope you can be happy with him.

Love you forever.

Your Mcdreamy.

Hi guys, this is the new story (an old one) that I'm actually so excited to write, but it might take a while so let me know if you even like this and please be patient I will finish the story just not that fast 😔

The story is a bit different from my "normal" stuff but don't worry it's still merder 😉 I hope you like it

Question, is there anyone still here or I'm the only one who take a break? 😭