I'm not the only one who exists

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Do you remember when
you made me swear
that I would never hurt myself again
that I would stop hating myself
and you listened
KXLLSWXTCH
you read Dostoyevsky
you talked about love
but I was an ignoramus
you had constant tears
your mood in pieces
the frenzy
was the characteristic deeply
that struck me about you
you fantasized about existence
you said that Paris was not
the true city of love
Rome
San Francisco
they surpassed it
you are dead
I know
but inside me
I will decide
when you have
to die
-a lost love

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Ricordi quando
mi hai fatto giurare
che non mi sarei più fatto del male
che avrei smesso di odiarmi
e tu ascoltavi
KXLLSWXTCH
leggevi Dostoevsky
parlavi d'amore
ma io ero un ignorante
avevi la lacrima costante
l'umore a pezzi
la frenesia
fu la caratteristica che di te
mi colpì
fantasticavi sull'esistenza
dicevi che Parigi
non era la vera città dell'amore
Roma
San Francisco
la superavano
se morta
lo so
ma dentro di me
deciderò io
quando dovrai morire
-un amore perso