Damaged Goods

Long arse day

Honestly today could not get any slower. James was blabbering about Luke and this random guy which I could give no fxcks what so ever.

We have been watching movies while he talked and stuffed his face with the ice cream we got for him

But honestly my mind was somewhere else, I was thinking about the journal. It had to have been my moms since my car was hers first. It's probably not even important. Like she could actually put together sentence and thoughts that don't involve drugs, alcohol or her horrible slut daughter

"Earth to Haven, can't you listen to me for one minute and care about my problems. I listened to you and your fxcked up life at least pretend to give a shxt"  James all but yells before getting up and head towards his room

Slam

"Fxck" I mumble under my breath, drews face looking entertained

I follow James to his room and knock on the door

"James, look I'm sorry I was listening I swear" I say against the door

"What ever Haven go away"

"Not until you forgive me"

"No"

"I'll get you more ice cream"

"No"

"I'll take you to a club"

"The one on 10th?"

"Sure"

"Fine"

" I love youuuuu" I say

"Whatever, be ready by 10" I hear before he blast music in his room

I walk back to the Living room where I left drew

"So we're going to the club tonight" he smirks

Ughhhhhhh what has my life come to

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I decided to get ready at 9 since Drew left, with my truck might I add, to do who knows what and James is still in his room, he's a stubborn little shxt

I grab a simple white shirt and black skirt that stops mid thigh. Which I paired with black ankle boots

I did my usual makeup before heading outside to smoke

In all honesty I should probably stop smoking, but fxck it smoking is the least of my worries, my focus should be work and apparently James

I roll my eyes at the thought and take a long drag of my cigarette when I hear a car pulling into the drive way. I see my baby pull in and Drew walk out of my car and slams the door, before opening the back door and pulls out two duffle bags and slams the door with his foot.

" hey cutie" I joke until I notice the look on his face as he walks closer, I notice it also looks like a bruise is forming on his cheek " what the fuck happened " I frantically asked as he got in front of me

Instantly dropping his bags to floor as I grab his face in my hands even though I'm still holding my cigarette.

" I - I just need a drag of you cig, may I?" He asks voice rough

I simply hand it over to him which he does take a long arse drag. Instead of asking for it back I pull out my pack and take another one out

We stand in silent before the front door opens and James walks out

" great you guys are ready lets get our clubin' onnnnnn woo hoooooo" he says

" sweet " drew mumbles before putting the rest of the cigarette out " let me put these bags inside and then let's go" he says and walks inside

James dance/walks to my truck before getting into the back seat.

'Hahah he's happy that's greattttt, but I'll definitely be talking to drew later' I thought before getting into the passenger seat when Drew walks out and get in a starts the car

I quickly give him the directions there and we are on our way

We quickly arrived at the club where James wasted no time to get out of the car and inside

Rush

Read the sign above the building, this club is kind of small and unknown, James tends to take me here a lot because its straights and gay friendly

I look at Drew though he seems to have an unreadable look on his face as he heads to the doors where I follow suit

All you can see is flashing lights and a lot of sweaty bodies dancing together

I honestly don't feel like drinking tonight, I came for James I don't need this today, I should probably keep track of that little turd I think as I scan the room to see him already at the bar talking to a group of people

" let's dance " Drew yells by my ear as he grabs my hand and heads for the floor

He wastes no time and quickly spins me around so my back is facing his front and collides our bodies together and swings to the beat of the music

' This is going to be a long night ' I thought losing myself to the music

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Hey guys!
I'm back sorry it's taken me so long but my life has been pretty crazy lately ..
I'm going to try and get this rolling  again! 😊

Thanks for being patient!!! ❤️