Damaged Goods

Life happens

We get to my truck as he helps me into the passengers seat then gets in himself and drives

"Drew calm down its okay" I say

His hands get tighter around the wheel
Making is knuckles turn white

"This isn't okay Haven! He fxcken punched you" he growled

"And I'm fine"

"That's not the point! You don't get it, you have never met my family"

"So what, anyone can through a punch Drew it doesn't even hur-"

"Haven! That's the not point!! Fxcken shxt Haven" he yells

He pulls into a parking spot before getting out the car slamming the door, I quick to follow suit

"What's so wrong with your family! Everyone has family problems but you know what! Life happens and it's a bxtch!" I yelled getting fed up with his bullshxt

"Ha my family, my big happy family! My farther! For one he's a murder and a deceiving person!, my brothers follow his every move and my mother" he chokes " my mother was blinded by love! Haven" he begins to cry "and my father will do everything in his power to make sure that I'm not happy and you know why! Because it's my fault. everything is my fault and he makes sure to never let me forget. he makes me work for him and I don't want to! my whole life has been this mess, this mess that only I had to deal with. no one looked out for me I had to look out for myself. I'm alone Haven, and my father will always make sure of that. he will do anything and so will my brothers." the pain in his eyes say it all

"Drew" I whisper "it's okay , you have me" I bring my hand up to wipe away the tears "I'm so sorry Drew" I wrap my arms around him

he wraps his arms around my waist as he trys to calm down his crying.

"its going to be okay" i mumble against his chest "come on lets go inside"

"i cant, i have to take care of some things"

"Drew, you dont have to do anything okay, just stay with me ... please i dont-i dont want to loss you"

his hand cups my cheek as he brings his face closer to mine. his face looks so varurnable, so sad.

i can feel his uneven breaths on my face as he closes his eyes and leans his forhead against my own.

"you couldnt lose me even if you wanted to" he chuckled

"good, becuase i dont want to." i whisper bringing my lips closer to his

i connect our lips, though this kiss is different, passionate, caring and not rushed. he places his hand my my side whicth makes me cringe and break the kiss

"fxck im sorry, i forgot. lets get inside yeah"

"okay"

inside i go to my room with drew right behind me. I grab a shirt that was on my floor to put on, i instally begin to take off my cloths and throw it on. when im done i turn to face drew as he just stares at me

"what" i give him a questioning look

" nothing, you just um you changed and im still in the room" he says looking down rubbing his neck.

"its not abig deal Drew" i chuckled getting on my bed "come on" i say

"you want me to sleep in here? with you? i can sleep on the couch i dont mind its actually very comfertable for being a couch" he says

"just get in here drew" i smiled

"oh okay are you sure?" he say

i give a slight nod. lifting up the blanket so he can get under. he pauses before taking off his jackt and his pants before setlleing inbetween the sheets. i get closer to him before hugging his torso and getting comfertable