good luck, babe!

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izuku stirred in bed to the bedroom door being opened, the smell of coffee filled the air. when he opened his eyes, he saw his husband, katsuki smiling down at him. he smiled back, sitting up in the bed.

"you made coffee?" he asked smiling softly, katsuki smiled at him, nodding his head, "of course i did silly" he spoke. izuku smiled wide, standing from his mattress, he reached up to katsukis face, holding it. his thumb carressing the scar on his cheek.

izuku closed his eyes, "thank you, kacchan" but a different voice spoke back to him. not the voice of his kacchan.

"what?"

izuku snapped his eyes open. ochako, his wife, stood there. shock on her face as she looked at him. izuku froze, his world crumbling.

"izu, honey? what did you just call me?" the woman asked. izuku let go of her. a hand covering his mouth. the mans hand shook. "oh my..." he started. unable to finish. he pushed passed her.

what did he just do? did he really just do that?

"izuku! honey wait!" ochako called for him, she was confused. and so was he. he didnt respond, just started to put his shoes on. ochako stood over him, "what are you doing?" she asked, her voice was shaking, still no response. izuku was too caught up in his own thoughts in that moment to pay her any mind. she tried yelling to get his attention back to her, but to no avail, he just left. leaving their shared home of the last three years.

izuku walked out to his car, not looking back at his house. he, he loves ochako. he knows it. but then why did he call her.. no. he couldnt. they havent spoken in three years! no way. no way he is still thinking about him.

ochako stood frozen in the house. she just watched as izuku drove out the driveway. leaving her with her thougts. why is she shocked? she knew this was gonna happen one day. she knew. but she still let herself get her hopes up, that maybe. just MAYBE. she would let herself feel loved by him, let herself forget.. forget her.

but she will never forget her, shes never gonna forget that blond hair, those golden eyes, that. that smile. that gorgous smile she wishes she could see everyday of her life. but the day she married izuku she knew she was leaving that behind.

ochako smiled as she watch izuku drive off, she collected herself. knowing he will prolly be back in a few hours.

izuku drove to the nearest bar. he doesnt know why but GOD he needed a drink. he exited the car, walking up to the bars door. he pushed it open slowly. the sound of the music and dark light was different. but having it also be not even 10 am, there wasnt anyone there but anyone form the night before. "midoriya? the hell are you doing here?" the bartender spoke as izuku walked up, sitting down.

izuku groaned, "i called ochako, kacchan this morning." the purple haired tender winced, sucking in air thru his teeth, "shit dude." he said, placing a glass infront of izuku, pouring in some whiskey. "shinsou.... what the hell am i gonna do?" izuku said, downing the drink.

hitoshi sighed, leaning against the counter, "i.. dont know." izuku was gonna speak again, but an energetic blond bounced up to the bar, leaning against izuku. "didnt you and ochako get married just to get over your blonds?" izuku blinked, looking up at him, hitoshi made a face at the blond. "what?" izuku asked,

kaminari raised a brow, "what? i heard from jirou and momo that ochako and you only married to try and get over bakugo, and toga?" izuku placed his glass down, and hitoshi was just staring. "well. fuck." izuku said, he laughed slightly, "i guess.. i didnt know that"

"how the fuck did you not know that?" kaminari said, raising his eyebrow. izuku sighed, rubbing his face. hitoshi just poured him another drink.

"so. ochako agreed to marrying me. to get over toga? and i guess.. i proposed.. to get over my own stupid feelings?" izuku said downing his third glass, twenty minutes had passed where kaminari was trying to explain what he meant. and izuku had finally caught on. hitoshi just wanted to go home.

"yea, did you actually like ochako? becuase dude i dont think she likes you back... thats a lesbian if ive ever seen one." kaminari said, patting izukus shoulder, "no i guess... i just. thought i did? i always had that weird feeling she never liked me." he sighed, "i think.. im gonna head back.. try to talk to her."

hitoshi smiled at him, "alright, i wish you luck midoriya" izuku just smiled at him, kaminari ruffled izukus hair, then jumped over the counter, leaning against hitoshi, "ok! have fun mido!" the blond smiled, kissing hitoshis cheek. izuku just laughed, getting up he walked to the door and left.

he entered his car and drove home in silence, its like some big ass weight was just taken off his shoulders. he feels insanely light without needing to worry about this anymore. once he was home he walked inside, ochako looked over at the door, her hair was up, twin buns. she has done this style before, but izuku now recognizes it. he smiled at her, "welcome home izu" the brunette said, izuku looked at her, he stayed silent for a moment.

izuku, a smile on his face, walked over to her, leaning against the kitchen counter. "so.." he started, but she held her hands up, chuckling. "you know?" she said, a small frown on her face, "so we were just eachothers rebounds huh?" ochako just smiled, shaking her head, "for three years.." izuku busted out laughing, and ochako joined him,

"god! we are such a damn mess! no wander this felt so wrong the whole time!" izuku said, shaking his head, ochako nudged him playfully, "i feel bad, because i thougth you had known about it, but when i got a text from kaminari, like twenty minutes ago.. i knew.. you had no idea"

izuku chuckled, then fell silent. ochako grew worried looking at him. she noticed izuku had tears in his eyes. "oh- oh my god- izuku are you ok?!" she rushed infront of him, searching his face. but he just stood there. it was radio silent for a few beats. but then,

"we cut all contact, after the wedding" he said, speaking thru his teeth, ochako gasped, covering her mouth with her hands, "you, and bakugo, cut contact? because we got married?" she said, shaking her head, she knew they were weird but, this weird?

"well. we. when we broke up, months before i proposed to you.. we had agreed that thats what would happen if we got married" he said, still standing still. staring at the floor. ochako sighed shaking her head, she frowned, engulfing izuku in a hug. "im so sorry" was all she could say. izuku rached around, hugging her back. they stood like this for a while. 

"you know.. you guys still have all of the same mutual friends right? one text to kirishima and you guys are back in contact!" she said, trying to be hopeful. "do you really think he wants to talk to me?"

CHAPTER ONE!! DONE!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

after the most recent chapter leaks (after 430) i needed to write, and as i write this the fact of these leaks being true, or false, will prolly come to the light. and when it doesn, my life is complete. 

this book is for silly coping reasons, i may not do a bunch of angst, and yes this is also on a03, but i just hope you all like it :)