Before I Fall (Aidlyn Story)

Where this Began (Introduction)

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(I NEED TO START PLANNING THESE OUT LOL I HAVE 5 U FINISHED BOOKS I SHOULD BE WORKING ON LOL)

ANYWAYSSS HERES THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW OBVIOUSLY:
●AIDEN ANGSTTTT ⚠️(THIS STUFF IS GONNA GET A LIL SENSITIVE BTW JST SO YOU KNOW SO DONT READ IF U FIND THIS STUFF TOO MESSY!)⚠️

●SOME CUSSING MAYBE OFC

●MOST OF THIS PART IS LIKE BACKROUND BTW

🩰🛹❤️ANYWAYS LETS START❤️🛹🩰

*4 years ago (Aiden's still little)*
Aiden's Pov:

Aiden:

'All I ever wanted was to be loved or
cared for as much as I cared for others.'

  I groaned and got up from my bed in what seemed like hours, "I should probably eat somthing with the money mom left," I grabbed one of the Ramen noodle cups from the counter and started boiling up the water.

Where were my parents this time? Paris? London? New York maybe? I don't know.
I forgot where I was we move so often I forget. Or maybe I'm just not smart enough like dad says. I can't get anywhere with just As and Bs anyways I need more than As even to be at least decent to my father.
My noodles are finished at this point so I go back up to my room. It looks empty because of all the unpacked stuff I had in boxes in my closet. I guess I forgot to put them back. I put my noodles on the table and opened a box that carried one of my old shoeboxes and another box that was labeled my dad's 'old stuff'. It was a big box so it must've had something big and exciting.

A guitar.

It was just a guitar.

I put it against the wall and plopped back into bed. Is the day over yet? I think it's only 12pm so I gotta wait a couple more hours till the day was gone again. What am I waiting for? I'm bored in this house and I can't even look in the mirror without seeing my parent's evil eyes in them.

I hate my eyes I even need glasses for them which makes it worse.

And my hair too. It's the same dark black void kind of color like my dad's.

I hate it.

I need to restock on food again. I go to a small local store near me and buy enough noodles to last me a week along with some Pepsis. Just as I'm walking to the counter I see the hair dye section. I guess looking won't hurt, right? There's so many colors all with different looks and styles. I pass by the bleach section and look at the face of the person on the box. They looked happy. A big smile on their face like they knew who they were. I wish I could smile like that but I could barley feel anything. I guess buying the box would be fine. It's boring not doing anything so this could distract me at least a bit.

I walked back home deciding to stop by at the park and swing for a bit because I was bored. I swinger hard untill I ended up jumping off and falling onto my scrapped knees and hands. It stung but it felt more energetic than scary? I was swinging so hard I didn't realise just how thriling it really felt. I like that a lot.

*Timeskip (Sorry this is very boring I'm falling asleep)*

Aiden:

Done. The bleach was burning my head off but it was done.

My black hair was completely gone!

I pick up and throw away all the products and put away the boxes I had taken out of the closet. I kept the guitar to learn on along with a skateboard and a few pairs of my dad's funky red contact lenses he had bought for no reason and put them on to try. It stung my eyes of course because they weren't my lenses but I like the way they looked.

I looked in the mirror with my new hair and eye color. I looked different. More alive then before.

I looked happy!?

WHWYJEUKE5KWYJWTUWT ALRIGHT THIS IS ALL IM DOING RN CUS ITS 3 I HOPE YOU LIKE IT CUS I WAS FALLING ASLEEP WRITING THIS SO IM SORRY IF ITS A LITTLE BORING😮‍💨
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