Inseparable

Picnic

Zahirie POV
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"Baby," I say touching her shoulder as she groans rolling over to the other end of the bed. I chuckle to myself getting up leaving her to sleep

I feel so drained and exhausted not sure why at all. My back feels like somebody is stomping on it real hard

Going to the bathroom I brush my teeth and wash my face. Looking in the mirror I wonder how my future will be like, I mean I agreed to the terms of the contract for Chelsea yesterday

My father made sure our lawyer went through it throughly and he did himself also before I signed it. Cya believe mah go play fi mi dream side, damn mah go be a balla

Mi future dun set already when it comes down to the career section. The badness ting mi feel like mi afi keep up wid

My father told me how mommy mek him promise him ago lowe it and just live peacefully but he lied and broke the promise years ago now him feel guilty bout it

Him wah lowe it but him nave nobody fi gi it to. He won't let me take the title of the DON either scared mommy will end up hating him for that than lying to her for years

Even so he doesn't think I need to be part of that life but too bad I am already and wether he or she likes it I'm taking that title

Mi know a lot come with it but mi feel like mi can handle it. I'm scared that when Indii finds out about that part she'll leave me

I know she knows my father is a don and mafia boss whatever but to know that I'm taking that title how will she feel?

She's already paranoid as it is and mi just ave a strap dats all. Feel like mah go lose har if she know weh mi ave inna mi plans

Even worst mi fraid it break har or break us up. But I'm even more scared of how my mother will react knowing daddy been lying to her

Will they leave each other? Mi nuh feel mi coulda function knowing my parents hate each other or will divorce

Mi whole impression of relationships and marriage is based off their relationship and marriage if that fails weh mi suppose to do?

"Morning," Indii says entering the bathroom hugging me from behind. She loves hugging me well being in my presence overall I'm not complaining I love how clingy she is

"Morning baby," "hmmm," she hums eye closed is she even awake? Or she just get up because mi get up

I don't say anything but looked at her through the mirror she pulls away after a minute squeezing her eyes then opening them

"I'm so tired," she says as I turn facing her. "Go back to sleep then," "no I'm okay," she literally just seh she tired eno now she Nuh wah go back go sleep

Mi Nuh understand that. I exit the bathroom going to put a shirt on. I leave the room going downstairs to make breakfast

I made eggs, French toast and some sausage," I plated the food making tea also. I found peppermint so I use that tea bag

Indii comes to sit. "You made breakfast," "yah," I place her plate down and the mug. "Thank you," "hmmm," we ate in comfortable silence before she spoke

"Zahirie," "yes ma'am,?" I say as she raised a brow. "Okaayyyy," she drags out making me chuckle. "Is something bothering you,?"

"No actually I'm just thinking ummm about tomorrow," "tomorrow a Monday," she nods oh school

The whole situation with Aliayah how she ago deal wid it. "What about tomorrow,?" "Confronting Ali,"

I knew it was about that. "Mi wonda if it ago break up she and aria frenship," "she already knows caz mi tell har,"