the 2am diary

hope

Every time that a breakup happens, there is always someone who didn't wanted it to. Even when we see people saying it was mutual, someone started the conversation and decided that for the relationship. Once convicted by the other, there's nothing that we can do to save it. At least one person always get hurt. Meanwhile, you don't know what could be worse: to still have the person you love in your life, reminding you they're still there - but not with you - or no contact at all and think that they just don't cared that much.

Then if it's the second option, you still think that they might text you or miss you at some point. Deep down inside you know that if they wanted, they wouldn't even breakup with you in the first place. Somehow you still have hope and hope is what keeps you attached to that person. Attached to the idea they will miss you, that they will regret their choice. Is hope the only thing that we want to keep just so we still feel something about someone?

It's an imposed rule that you should never text your ex in any situation. But who created this idea in people's minds? They say that you should be open up about your feelings but when you most need to say them, they tell you to shut down.