No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS

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14. Wishing I Wasn't Alone - Phil

Phil stops shaking and kisses back. Dan pulls away his eyes going cold, he turns away breaking Phil's heart. 'This is all your fault' he says and that tips Phil over the edge. Already suicidal the boy he has feelings for leaving him pushes him over the edge. He walks of the to bathroom his mind set on what he's going to do. He trips on the recently discarded trophy and can't get back up. He crawls on his hands over to the bathroom draws praying that Dan has a razor or knife or something. He finds a razor and makes several cuts to his wrists and one deep on to his neck. He lays on the floor, wishing he wasn't alone.

15. It's All My Fault - Dan

Dan goes out trying to clear his head. He goes to the park but something feels wrong. He rushes home and finds Phil in a pool of his own blood.

16. Wanting To Believe - Dan

In this chapter we find out that Phil is in a Persistent Vegetative State where he is completely oblivious to the world, trapped in his head. Dan meets Alex and we find out that yet again Dan is paying for Phil's treatment. We also find out that Dan doesn't know about Phil's step father. Dan doesn't go to school anymore, he doesn't eat, the only thing he does do is sit in that hospital room and cry.

17. That Night - Dan 

We see what Dan and his friends did to Phil a couple of years ago. They had tried to drown him and Chris saved him.

18. Society Almost Killed The Beauty - Dan

Dan is lost. He has been at the hospital for so long, terrorized by his dreams and haunted by the un-responsive boy in front of him. He goes to the bathroom and when he comes back Phil is dying. His heart beat is slowing, to the point that it stops. He dies.

19. Prisoner - Phil

Phil is trapped in his head, he doesn't know what's real and he can't move.

20. Stolen Breath - Phil

Phil grows desperate, he searches for a way out of the vortex that is his mind, the torture. He sees a door and goes to it. He falls through and keeps falling, suddenly he sees a ledge and grabs a hold of it, pulling through, back into the black vortex, but out of the abyss.

21. I'll Never Let You Go - Dan

Dan hears Phil's heartbeat and turns around, Phil opening his eyes. Dan immediatly brakes down but Phil doesn't remember who he is. Dan doesn't know whether to lie to Phil about what happened in the past or tell him but figures he'll talk in the morning.

22. Wake Up - Dan

Dan wakes up and sees that it was just a dream and that Phil never really woke up. He can't deal with this, it was so real, and it wasn't. (He is in a dream)

23. Mirror, Mirror, On The Wall Who The Hell Is That? - Phil

Phil is dreaming and is searching for his memories. He gets flash backs of his life. Phil is really confused as he doesn't remember the people or places btu he does remember Dan. He remember his name and that he loves him. Dan still thinking that Phil never woke up, says to a sleeping Phil that he loves him and that he'll meet him on the other side. Phil can hear everything he is saying and he wakes up.

24. Good Guy, Bad Guy - Dan

Dan thinks he was is in a dream and that Phil never really woke up and he is going to kill himself. He kisses Phil on the head and walks away, telling him that he loves him,  then Phil manege to wake up and tell Dan that he loves him.

25. Is This Even Reality? - Phil

Phil has just woken up from his sleep. His mind is very foggy and because he has been in his head for so long he doesn't know if he can trust his eyes anymore. He is hot and he is wrapped to tight in the sheet but cant move. Although Phil says he is struggling he is actually not moving. After a while he manages to open his eyes and his eyes betray him and he sees patterns and colours rather than the hospital room. His eyes then go back to normal and he sees the back of Dan. He knows it is Dan because the memories told him. The memories are trying to push past the barrier they are behind and tell him something. Then they do. He doesn't know how but he loves thins boy. Then he realises his eyes are closed and open them again. Dan starts to walk away and Phil's mouth and body wont move. Dan turns around and because of the light, Dan cant see he is awake. Dan says 'Goodbye Phil, I love you." and Phil panics. Before he knows what is happening he says "I love you" back. Dan turns around and walks up to Phil and kisses him. Profession of Love ya ya ya. Then at the end i was mean and made Phil question his love. Yep. Ok? Cool.