No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS

Authors Note - Recommend Reading

7. Tears Streaming Down My Face - Phil & Dan

Phil goes into the bathroom, feeling completely pathetic after Dan shouted at him. Someone knocks on his door and he reluctantly opens. It is Dan. Dan tells him that he saw the kiss. Someone else comes into the bathroom and Dan knocks of their door, surprise surprise its Phil. Phil passes out and Dan catches him. Dan drives to the park and leaves Phil in the back seat still unconscious. Dan sits on the swing facing away from the car and shouts at himself, calling himself pathetic. Then Phil tells him he's not and that he doesn't hate him, as he just woke up and then Phil kisses him. *yay*

8. Those Eyes - Phil

Phil has another nightmare when he is unconscious in the back of Dan's car. When he wakes up he hears Dan calling himself name and tells Dan that he's not pathetic and that he doesn't hate him. Then they kiss. *yay*

9. Loosing Control - Dan

Dan freaks out after Phil kisses him and goes into shock. He runs to his car shouting at Phil, drops his keys and sees Phil crumpled on the floor with his head in his hands. Dan asks him who it was, who kissed him and at first Phil refuses but Dan grabs his arm and kisses his scars. Phil makes a deal with him and Dan agrees admitting that he took him to the hospital. Phil tells him that it was PJ. Dan is so shocked and angry he punches Phil. Dan then realises what he did and tries to say sorry but breaks down and then leaves.

10. Broken - Phil

We feel the ache of Phil's jaw when Dan hit him and how scared he is of him. Phil lays on the floor for well over an hour after Dan leaves and then sees Dan sitting in his car still as a rock and runs home. When he gets home his stepfather beats him with a baseball bat all up and down his back and legs. He passes out after half an hour of the sober torture. The next morning Phil is barely able to move the excruciating pain in his back and legs is overwhelming yet he knows that in he stays home the torture will only be worse. He goes to school and doesn't see Dan or his thugs anywhere. At the end of school they find him and beat the shit out of Phil not knowing about his injuries. Dan doesn't join in but he doesn't stop it either. Then Dan shouts at them to leave and they all run away including Dan. Then someone stops and carries Phil over to their car and Phil manages to open his eyes and sees it's Dan. Dan makes Phil show him his back and Dan starts crying begging to be forgiven, then Dan accidentally presses his back and Phil passes out. 

11. Broken, Bruised and Bloody  - Dan

Dan arrives home, numb and confused by what had happened with Phil. At school the next day, Dan avoids Phil all day and makes sure his 'friends' do as well. At the end of the day PJ forces Dan to agree that if Phil doesn't leave the school within 10 minutes then they will beat him up. Phil sees them and tries to run away but it has been 10 minutes and he hasn't left. Dan and his thugs follow Phil down streets and end up into a dead end. They circle him and kick him and punch him. Dan cant look and after a couple of minutes tells them to leave. He runs away with them but comes back later and takes Phil back to his house. In the car though Dan finds out that someone 'he' hurt him. Dan puts him in his bed and changes his shirt.

12. Unstable - Phil

Phil wakes up are starts freaking out, he arms himself and Dan wakes up and tries to get him to calm down. Dan apologizes and Phil realises that Dan helped him but knows that Phil is still going to be afraid of him.

13. Sincere - Dan

Dan wakes up and finds Phil wrapped in a ball in the corner of his room shaking and crying. Dan looks after him and asks him how he got hurt but Phil just says 'he's' going to get him. Phil starts saying that he can't go on he can't live like this anymore are Dan tries to comfort him knowing that he is seconds away from having a panic attack. Phil tries to control himself from screaming out and Dan leans in and kisses him.