okay i know it has been so long and youhave permission to virtually shoot me in the face.
sorry again.
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Louis POV
Liam had to leave lunch early, leaving Harry and I alone in the resturant. Which, I must admit, was very awkward. But Harry came up with something that made it a little bot easier. When he asked me a question, I tapped his hand once for yes and twice for no.
" So Louis, what kind of food do you like?- or er, do you like pasta?" Harry said.
I tapped his hand once.
"Cool! I do too. Do you live with both of your parents?" Harry asked
I tapped his hand twice for no with a sigh following.
"Oh, do you live with your mum?" Harry asked.
I tapped his hand twice again.
"Dad?" Harry asked.
I hesitated, and then tapped his hand twice again.
"do you live alone?" Harry said, sounding like he is running out of options.
i sighed and tapped his hand twice once again.
"... erm... im not sure what else to ask" Harry said.
I wasn't sure what to do... tap once? tap twice..? Instead, i took a leap of faith and reached out to hold his hand. the moment i put my hand in his, i felt electricity down to the bone. I think Harry did too, because he gasped and then squeezed back with a cute little smile on his face.
At that moment, the waitress came over and asked if we needed anything. Harry's face lit up with an idea as he said, " Yes! do you have a pen and paper? Oh, and don't go away! We need you for two seconds."
The waitress looked slightly afraid but stayed and pulled out a note pad and pen. Harry took it and shoved it at me. "write down who you live with!" I finally got what he meant and wrote on the piece of paper and handed it to the waitress.
"Group home" The waitress read out. I flinched at the words... They sound harsh said outloud.
"Oh.. thank you" Harry said to the waitress a little less happy.
I squeezed his hand, in assurance that it's alright. I looked at the time and saw that it was close to the end of our lunch break, but how to tell Harry? Life gets so frustrating for me, I am usemess! how is he going to know anything that I say? This will never work... Maybe I should try to speak? Maybe I just need to practice! yeah!
I was say, it's time for class. Yeah. Well here it goes, "ura runw die xkpaa" I went bright red after I finished trying to speak.
Harry looked up at me with shock, " I thought you couldn't speak!"
"u xpbr" I need to stop trying. I thought as I tried to say 'I can't.'
"Y-Your voice... I-it's Beautiful.." Harry said as he pointed his head to the ground with a blush.
I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder. Even though i wasn't saying anything particular.. He still listened. He thought it was beautiful! That is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
and I will never forget that.
