"You worthless Bitch"
"Fat Anorexic"
"Suicidal Emo"
The names ring through the air
Breaking the silence that used to be there
My family analyzing me in the only way they know
Letting me know how unwanted I am
Soon I get up and get rid of my full plate of food
Walking away as I hear more comments being yelled my way
Sometimes I do cut
So what?
Maybe I have tried suicide
Get over it
"Just end it all now"
"I wish I had never had you"
"Your little sister is so much better then you"
"Just look at how pretty she is...no one would think she is related to you"
None of them realize that I don't hear a word that they are saying
They think they are hurting me
But they are wrong
I have got to the point where I no longer care what they think
I sit in the middle of the room
Surrounded by them
The people I am forced to call my family
The commits that are supposed to hurt me
Going around me
In a circle of verbal abuse
Just waiting to see if they can push me off the edge
YOU ARE READING
An Ended Life
PoetryJust a bunch of poems that I have written over the years during the times when I was severely depressed. Most are sad but there are a few happier ones.
