𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕

Chapter 8: Before I let you go

Jemima's POV

kasalukuyan akong nandito nakaupo sa gate namin, parang batang nakataas ang paa at nakayakap ka sa aking tuhod. Wala akong pakielam kung may nakakakita man sa akin dito sa labas at kung ano man ang itsura ko ngayon ay mas lalo akong walang pakielam kung gulo-gulo na ang buhok ko, nakakalat na ang mga gamit ko at kung may uhog man ako. Masyado ko sigurong kinimkim kaya ngayon ay kahit pagpasok lang sa loob ng bahay ay wala na akong kalakas-lakas.

Kanina na kaya kong sabihin sa mismong mata ni Vince na gusto ko ng itigil yung pagpapanggap namin, hindi ko naman alam na mas mahirap palang itigil ang pekeng relasyon kesa sa totoo.

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you loved me made me feel oh so right

napatigil ako sa paghikbi nung may marinig akong kumakanta...

But now I feel lost
Don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Hiding back the tears I'm trying with all my might

Because you've gone and left me standing all alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow on my own
But baby....

Timing naman kasi e, kung kelan nag eemote ako dito ngayon kakanta ng ganyan ha? Ano 'to lokohan? Kaya sa kainisan na nararamdaman ko ay agad akong tumunghay.

At doon nakita ko si Vince, nakaluhod malapit sa akin at kumakanta....

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listening, cos it's true
(It's true my baby, it's true)
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do, yeah
So before I let you go, I want to say it
I love you

Sa sobrang pagkabigla ay hindi ko alam ang irereact ko, ang alam ko lang ay patuloy paring tumutulo ang luha ko.

I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you'd known
I'd given you all my love

I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminsince
Cos baby it's you that I'm always dreaming of

Because you've gone and left me standing all alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow on my own
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listening, cos it's true
(It's true my baby, it's true)
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do, yeah
So before I let you go, I want to say it

Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I set you free, baby
I know, someday, somehow I'll find a way
To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be, but baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listening, cos it's true
(It's true my baby, it's true)
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go, I want to say it
So before I let you go, I want to say
I love you

"Jemima, ayokong itigil kung ano mang meron tayo. Gusto ko pang ipagpatuloy, please....." umiiyak na din niyang sabi, "... wag ka munang mawala."

"Gaya nung sinabi ko kanina ay pinapaalam ko lang, hindi ko kailangan ng pagtanggap mo..." matigas kong sabi kahit na patuloy paring tumutulo ang luha ko, peste kasing mga luha kahit kailan hindi marunong makisama.