My take on the world and future generations from a low iq human with very little pattern recognition ability, whether it be I'm too lazy to pay attention to others, or that I merely dismiss it as the former due to my own inability.
That being said, abstract pattern recognition is the uncharted territory of iq. It is schizophrenia in essence.
My aunt used to tell me, "you can find a sign in anything if you look for it," and let me elaborate on this.
Schizophrenic nonsensical pattern recognition is a blessing in disguise when you're a loner, observing a society in years long isolation, trying to piece everything together as if each psyop, each sect of ideological hynoticism, each piece of dismay and chaos belong in order.
And that maybe there are languages on top of languages that only the government is aware of, and that the masses ignore.
This being said, schizophrenic nonsensical pattern recognition takes the concept of agreeance that likely everything is true, and nothing is true in the law of metaphysics, and that the only true agreeance we can find ourselves in is by being binded by physical law, which can be decrypted using math. (This being said, the God to which coded us, showed us immediately the concept of lie), schizophrenic nonsensical pattern recognition is recognizing patterns that don't "exist" but still expand the concept of existence through abstract, paranoid, and imaginative thinking
Without the bounds of physicality in reference, everything in relation to psychological operations can be entirely dismissed by the concept of lie.
What is schizophrenia like? Schizophrenia is knowing everything that you know, and knowing nothing of anything else.
I look at the world and at what other people classify as normality and I say, jesus christ these niggas are more insane than me.
That this matrix has to be some sort of prank at me, to show me that once you ascend to a certain degree, the desire to know, to seek knowledge, and once you realize you know everything. You just want to live blissfully. Life without the knowledge of mortality is a gift, as you will forever live in the moment. You won't shudder at risk, you won't weep at passing day. That is the burden you take with knowledge.
You lose your family with schizophrenia, why is everything so mundane, you get tired of trivial conversations but even in an intellectual debate, you don't find joy as you can't understand the otherside and are bound to this abstract puzzle piece of knowledge that only you hold. You realize you don't fit anywhere into society, and eventually you want to be understood to validate your own inklings that you see what others don't see.
And also a bit of worshipped for, I know what you don't praise me. But then I find myself knowing that everyone and everything grasps borrowed knowledge, that knowledge is merely an ocean of code, and each brain is wired in some sort of fashion to grab it, and some are praised for what they grab, while others die unappreciated, while we are all reflections of this universal code of everything that can be conceived.
You begin to question if everything you know is a lie, that every wrong experiment you've seen happen in this world and constantly tie it to the fact, likely there is a simulation out there where someone is trapped immortally in that scenario.
Death is the truth that everyone needs a suicide switch.
When I was in the psychward, I spent days pacing back and force, running my fingers through possibilities of immortality and escape plans for torture.
That maybe sexual fetishicism is a key to escape hell.
Decentralization of God is another key to escape hell,
that no one takes absolute burden of information, and no one takes absolute suffering, a communist regime of life mixed with the incentivism of capitalistic currencies to take burden. Everyone is wired with advantages, and no one is wired to take the absolute burden of God. There may be a million greedy enough to want it, but once they know what it inquires, no one will take it.
