God,Gold & Glory

Drugged

The sun was setting and the light was becoming a mixture of red and orange and pink paint in the sky , everything was now faiding in..and so was my anger ..

my last words to her were not truly honest , but honestly I hated her so much that I just couldn't keep that anger inside me , ..

As I was walking down an ally in the streets of New York city , I knew many homeless people there ,
Some were humble and others where just fucked up.

But some how weather they were homeless humble or homeless or fucked up , I can assure you that they weren't stupid ..

They all knew my father and mother , .. And I never liked the look they would put on there face when they would hear my father's name.

when they would mention his name they would all put on a sour face of hatred..

my father was one of the most powerful men in the business world , and my mother was always there to support him .. So was my sister .. And brother ..
But never me .

I was known as the outcast of my family , the impurfect one ,

But honestly I really didn't care whatever they would say about me ,
Shit , as far as I knew I was the punk , and nobody had time for a punk in my family ,

Now I don't mean that my family doesn't live me , it just that we never really connection when I was growing up ..

All I could really say is that I was abused and neglected alot by my dad ,

But he's changed ..
But I haven't ..

I honestly still have hate , but I can't keep it in me all the time ..
I needed to release it from me ..

And slowly the anger would slowly go away ..

With red wine of corse ..

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I wake up in my apartment building in New York city and decide to drag my half asleep and half awake body to the restroom , now I don't know about you but I always needed to pee whenever I would wake up ,

I walk down my hallway and decide to pull my underwear down and do my business

I walk and go to my kitchen and see the last and only banana on my counter top ,

"well its the only one left , might as well." I sigh

I get the bannana and as soon as I get a good grip on the banana

The damn bananna is rotten and all the inside spills on my hand ,

"Ugh!! This is the damn reason why I hate bannanas !!"

Okay look who am I kidding I have fucking anger issues , at this point I'm pissed and angry cuz of the stupid , rotten bananna

Fuck it ,

I walk and take my keys in my hand and walk out of my apartment building in a white crop top and high waisted shorts and some classic converse

I walk down stairs and my phone viberates in my hand , i check and see i had resseved a text message from my mom

" Good morning mi amor , how you wake up? Good , anyways selina I need you to come to dinner tonight, we will have a guest , please be here ! "

"Ugghh!" I sigh
And start rushing to get to the bottom of the stairs

Look honestly I think that the special guest will be my mom's best friend , Katie ,

She's nice in public , but once you have a personal alone time with her , I can tell you she's a bitch ..
I know I sound bad but its the truth .

Once we were having dinner in the house and since I'm always the slow one to eat I ended up being last , with the woman ..

Yeah I know it doesn't sound so bad , but that's when my stupid self tries to break the silence

" hey its Katie right? " I asked smiling from one cheek to another

She turned her head straight to me
"Mrs.Katie to you , " she ANSWERD harsh ..

My smile stopped
"Okay Mrs.katie" I say sarcastically

I hate her damn way of talking , she thinks she the royalty of my dad's company.
"Look little girl , why don't you just shut your mouth and finish eating , you are honestly waisting my time , and my time is not with you but with Mr. Amell." She shot an evil ugly look ,

Yeah I know the best thing was to shut up and not give this ugly rag any attention and of course that is what I did , I got up , drank the little of wine I had in my cup and pored the little bit of wine in her face , when I all honestly I wanted to throw the cup in her face , ugly bitch..

I know I need to control my self ,

As soon as I almost finish the stair case
My feet get caught up and I slam into a hard frame ,
"Uff , I'm so sorr-" I try to say
"Shhhh.."

I feel a needle in my neck , pain and dizziness fills my head , my eyes are being shut by this drug ..
I feel my heart beat in my ear and my heart is slowing down faster ..

My last glimps of the man that took me was blurry , but I heard the last words roll of his tongue in an Italian accent

"abbiamo il suo capo.."

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