𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 - 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐒𝐮𝐧

Chapter 08 ~ Questions

Third person's POV:

"Jaeyun ah, do you love someone?" Heeseung hyung said and Jake's heart dropped.

After Heeseung asked that , the air between them became very awkward.

Jake didn't find any word to answer Heeseung. He was fighting with his own mind.

"Answer me Jaeyun" Heeseung said looking at Jake.

Jake didn't know what would be better to tell him. The truth or false? Fighting with his mind and heart he choose truth. His heart was telling him to tell the truth and the mind was telling him not to tell him the truth.

But he choose his heart. Yes , his heart which belongs to Heeseung.

"Yes. I love a man" Jake said nervously.

"Man? So you're......bisexual?" Heeseung said kinda shocked.

"Yes" Jake said clearly.

"Okay then who do you love Jaeyun?" Heeseung said again looking at Jake.

Jake wasn't ready for this question. He thought that Heeseung will be silent after hearing his confession (not that confession but confession of loving a man). So he was kinda shocked. After hearing the 2nd question , he lost words. He can't tell him that "Yes I love a man and the man is you". He can't say that. He doesn't have the courage to do that. Not YET at least.

"Why are you zoning out?" Heeseung said waving his hand at Jake's face.

"Oh no nothing. I was just thinking" Jake said coming to his sense.

"Answer me Jaeyun ah" Heeseung again asked for answer.

"I can't tell you hyung , If I tell you then you'll be mad at me" Jake said in a low voice.

"No Jaeyun ah I won't" Heeseung said assuring Jake.

"Hyung , don't force me. I can't tell you" Jake said with a bit high voice

"Okay Jaeyun ah. I won't force you. But if you wanna tell me then tell me okay? I won't get mad at you" Heeseung said with affection.

Jake's POV,:

After that I didn't say anything. I'll tell him my feelings in the Future but not now. For now I'll hide my feelings inside me.

He can't know my feelings for him. Not now. I can't let him know.

I fell for him when I first saw him.
It was in I-land. He was so gorgeous.
Everyone was calling him "ACE". I didn't know him at the first months. but gradually I get to know him. After knowing him I fell for him.

I don't know when my feelings grew. But when I realize I have feelings for him. It was too late. I fell deeper and harder for him.

My Story is just like Sunoo's. He fell first and me too. But Heeseung hyung and Sunghoon didn't fall. I don't know if they will fall in love in the future but we'll (me and Sunoo) always admire them from afar. Like the stars always admire the moon.

But there's some difference in our love story. Foolish me, I'm calling this a love story when this is a clearly one sided love.

The difference between us is that me and Heeseung hyung are friends with benefits while they are not.

And then Sunghoon has a girlfriend but Heeseung hyung don't have anyone.

So I think we're just different. But from Sunoo's and mine's view it's same. We fell in love with them in the same way.