SENSITIVE ➜ nishimura riki

'Don't go, I..'

"You dare mention to end your life when we gave you it..?!" Y/n's dad said.

Y/n's mom stopped y/n's dad from speaking.

"Can both of you stop changing my life for your own benefit and stop pretending that you care about me if I'm not even happy myself with who you've turned me into?!" Y/n said as she cried angrily.

"Y/n.. we-.." y/n's mom said.

"I don't want to fucking leave, mom. Can I even call you that at this point? I love it here and for once I found a place and people that I finally feel like treat me like a family and home. And you want to take all of my happiness for your own benefit.. fuck you." Y/n said storming out of her apartment.

"Y/n Nanaki come back here this second!" Her dad yelled.

Her mom placed a hand on his shoulder while shaking her head.

✩

Y/n sat on a park bench next to the Han River.

It was still dark outside as it was extremely early in the morning.

Y/n cried her eyes out while staring at the empty dark lake.

No one was there, only her and that empty bench.

'Am I even loved at this point?..' y/n thought.

✩

Y/n eventually stopped crying after 15 minutes, and then she stared at the river with pure emptiness in her eyes.

But then a message popped up on her phone.

'Riki 🖕'

Y/n quickly picked up her phone.

'Huh?! When the hell has he sent a message.'

Riki 🖕

Y/n? Are you sleeping?

Haha.. you probably are..

Well I'm stupid for texting you after all of the fucked up shit I've done to you but I need to ask you something.

Are you actually leaving?

Yeah.

Meet me at Han river right now.

Read.

'WHAT?!' Y/n panicked.

"Fuck. He lives near here I forgot." Y/n mentally slapped herself.

She just put her hood up as it was a little cold.

'Autumn is definitely here.' She thought.

A couple of minutes pass and someone sits next to her.

'He's here.' Y/n thought.

They both just stayed silent at the beginning.

"Y/n. Why didn't you tell me before..?" Ni-Ki said.

"...why should I need to? You're too preoccupied with Hoyeon." Y/n said lifelessly.

"Y/n I've known you for 13 fucking years. Hoyeon is nothing compared to that." Ni-Ki said genuinely.