SENSITIVE ➜ nishimura riki

'Don't go, I..'

Jake wasn't crying but he was frustrated about Ni-Ki's words.

'There's no way right?..

....

Right..?' Ni-Ki thought trying to gaslight himself but slowly got concerned.

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Those last 3 days y/n spent with the 6 of them, Ni-Ki wasn't there. Jake told y/n what had happened and y/n expected as such. She didn't have any more tears to give to him. Her eyes were dry from crying before.

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Monday. Leaving day.

Y/n's apartment was silent. Jungwon had left the day before. All of the guys said goodbye to her. Some of them cried, some of them stayed silent, and one of them didn't even say anything or cared.

Y/n's apartment buzzer rang.

Y/n stood up. The clock read 2.00am.

Y/n looked at who was there through the camera.

Y/n. It's us. Let us in. Y/n's mom said through the buzzer.

Y/n let them in.

'Wow.. they're actually here for once.' Y/n thought.

Sooner or later they entered.

"I see you're packed. Good. The private jet is reserved for 4.00am and 4.30 it takes off." Y/n's dad said.

'Why.. why do I have to leave? Why can't I fucking stay?!' Y/n thought.

'Fuck it. Fuck everyone.'

"You.. never really gave a shit about how I felt did you?" Y/n said staring down at the floor angrily as she stood infront both of her parents in that silent, cold apartment.

"Y/n Nanaki! Language." Y/n's mom retorted.

"We provide everything you need. The finest education, money, and your own apartment. And you're still ungrateful?! Many people would love to have a life like yours!" Y/n's dad said.

"Ungrateful? What do I be grateful for? The fact that you fucking left for all of my childhood? The fact that when I fucking finally found happiness you took it away from me?! Grateful for what tell me.." y/n screamed at her parents as she glared at them right in the eyes.

She's never spoke to her parents in such manner before.

"You dare speak to us like that?! We made you and created your whole personality!" Y/n's mom said angrily.

"You created money! You only gave me a fucking pile of money. Do you think that would make up for those 18 years you left me by myself?! I'm a fucking adult. I even considered grandma to be more of a mom than you! You're horrible. You only love yourself and your stupid fucking job. You're so engrossed with your work you even forgot that I'm your fucking daughter not worker." Y/n snapped as she felt tears in her eyes slowly building up.

Her parents stayed silent.

"For your information. I study well. I fucking try my hardest. To make you proud. To make you happy. Because I want you to finally notice me and realise that I'm also worthy. But all you ever cared about is each other and money. You never gave the slightest shit about me. Now that I'm 18 I finally realised. I don't deserve to be treated like this. If you send me off into America I'll just find a way to kill myself. There's literally nothing in this world that will want to make me live." Y/n said as angry tears rolled down her cheeks.