Can't Let Them Win
My love, don't dare to test me,
For I'm full of courage.
Would pick up the blade,
Or jump of the edge.
Don't test me,
I've got the courage.
But as stubborn as my soul gets,
I can't let them win,
I can't let them win.
My loathe for you folds my skin,
Cripples in me like a cursed sin.
I'm sinking, I'm drowning,
But you see me beaming.
My love, don't test me,
As bipolar this soul gets.
Vexation won't let me free,
I can't let my brother see.
I write when I can't sleep,
It is how I sob, how I weep.
For I hold the pen and curse you,
To eminent the kiss of veins to the knife,
For you men are not worth my life.
Yet I find myself in solitude,
Drained in regret and woe,
We only live once,
Yet A hundred chances to grow.
How dare you take the light inside of me,
Turn in into dirty dust?
For my blender, my mistake,
I thought we had love, not lust.
Why didn't anyone tell me?
The world will go on and on,
Unfortunately Without me.
And I'll be stuck in the past,
Ruining my self.
And some things I'll never control,
You broke things inside of me,
That I won't ever fix as a whole.
- TLS
CZYTASZ
Melancholy- A Bunch of snippets
PoezjaI don't know if it's the weather, the hormones or just how my life is shaped but there's something so gloomy inside of me. The Melancholy Snippet Collection, is a set of poems, verses, paragraphs, stanzas, bits and other write ups based on the sorr...
