Melancholy- A Bunch of snippets

Snippet 37; Parasites

Parasites
This world is naught,
Yet we give this life a shot.
All of you have been nothing,
Nothing-
But Parasites.
Who sucked the life out of me,
My colours, my mist, my glee.
You see I've tried to get out,
I've tried to sob, I've tried to shout.
I'm not empty, there is woe within me,
Why can't you see?
There is vexation that flows in my veins,
It's feels like nothing but poison,
As if I'm being taken over,
Enough of solitude, if you're such a loner.
As if the world is against me,
The sun shines to burn me,
And The rivers flow to drown me.
Maybe I'm against the universe,
Because I belong here.
The universe gives us sight,
Which is nothing but a curse.
Why do I live to be seen in your eyes?
So my ears can hear your lies.
The universe cursed me with ears,
Cursed me by giving you tongues.
Why don't I use mine?
I'm not pathetic like you.
All you do ever do is whine.
When I was younger than yesterday,
I asked him for a fantasy,
Not knowing what it was,
I thought he'd tried to keep me happy.
God I was wrong, he questioned my sanity.
Why didn't he inquire himself first?
Why would I hold his hand if I was okay?
But like the rest, he was cursed.
He held my hand, drooling for my skin,
I held his hand, hoping he'd admit.
Admit his dirtiest sin,
Tell me his darkest secret.
Let me cut him open,
And taste everything in there.
But there lied my heart broken,
And the truth unspoken.
I am the truth,
It's why you could never love me.
My existence stabs you,
Disturbs you,
Troubles you,
But won't kill you.
Oh screw you parasite,
Cursed with tongue and sight.
You see the world in your position,
As if the universe is a mountain,
And you're standing in the apex.
You lie to yourself, you're not,
Because there is no mountain.
You found me at my worst,
so you fulfilled your thirst.
You fucking parasite,
You show no emotion,
And declare yourself as top.
Your lifeless apathetic soul
Does not entertain me.
You're a creature so filthy and foul,
Rain on my face entertains you,
But I won't let that happen again,
It won't happen again.
Belligerent soul sucker,
I won't satisfy you.
You bleed on me,
To heal wounds I never gave you.
You take advantage of my delicacy,
But I'm not anymore.
I'm grown and sore.
You may be a parasite but I am no host,
You've broken this prey the most.
You ripped me but I've grown,
You ripped me but I've grown,
You've ripped but I've grown.
              - TLS