~Don't do it please....~ [Quit]

My fault....? I should kill myself...?

Light stands in the meeting room as he goes to leave he hears the Red leader mumble something "What was that, M?"
Light said as he stopped in his tracks and looked at Red leader who looked pissed.
"Well, your the problem Light. Soren dying? Your fault. Toxin finding here? 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵. Soul Eater getting another minion? 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵. Everytime Cliff got infected? 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩. 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐅? 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙁𝘼𝙐𝙇𝙏! 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓!? 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃! 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓!"
When Red leader yelled that Light was 'better off dead' made a lot of gasps happen in the room....
"THAT'S ENOUGH, M!"
Pink leader says standing up and glaring at Red leader.
"The meeting is over. Red leader your staying here. Your gonna have a 'talk' with me and Violet leader."
Pink leader said gesturing to Violet leader who's writing stuff down on a paper but from the looks of it he was probably just sketching another outfit.
"Fine"
Red leader said in a pissy tone.
As Light left he felt the Red leader staring at him.
"Don't listen to him Light! 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘺....."
Cliff said whispering the last part so Louis who was watching Snowy run over happily to us couldn't hear him.
"I'm heading back to my house guys....."
Light said to his sibling figures as he picked up Snowy and started walking to his house.
When he got their he put Snowy down on the bed as he was getting ready for bed even though it was 7:00㏘
He went over to the barrel where he kept his clothes and grabbed a pair of black shorts and a white T-shirt.
Light takes off his jacket and shirt and puts the white T-shirt on then changing into the black shorts.
When he was done he laid on his bed where Snowy was sleeping.
As he started cuddling her, he felt warm wet tears go down his face.
It was his fault Soren died.....
...............................................
"𝐍𝐎!"
Light yells waking Snowy up.
Snowy looked up at Light and she saw the tears going down Light's face, and she nudges her forehead against Light in a comfort attempt.
Light scoops Snowy up in his arms and
hugs her close to his chest gently as he cried more.
"I miss him, Snowy...."
Light say as his sobs got louder.

~After Light calmed down~

Light looked at Snowy who was sleeping on his pillow.....
"M-mybe I should kill myself.... No one would miss me....."
Light mumbled to himself as he stood up and walked over to the barrels and grabbed a rope.......