If only you had stayed

Flashbacks

I finally wake up the next morning to two cats meowing so loud my ear drums can burst. As i sit up I realise its already Monday. I hate Mondays, not because it's the new week but because Monday isn't my friend, everything bad seems to happen on a Monday. I get the courage to get out my bed, i dont feel like going anywhere today but i have to go to my new school and meet new people because like my mom said, i can't hide forever

My mom looks actually dressed today she has short red hair and beautiful blue eyes, everyone says i look just like her but i think i look more like my dad.

As i walk into the kitchen she already telling me how late we are, i grab an apple and ran to the car. I don't feel like meeting new people because no matter where you seem to go there's always bullies.

The last school i went to had this terrible blonde girl who always manage to hurt people, even if those people didn't do anything to her and i was lucky enough to made it to her list, i never wondered why, i just went with it because she was the Queen Bee of the school

I see my mom looking at me with her judgy face again and i already know what shes going to say "you will be okay i promise" the last time she said that my heart sank, that was a week ago when i was told we're moving, again.

We got to school and it's ten times bigger than my last school and everyone looks so full of themselves, when i got out of the car a brunette girl named Aria ran to me shes my dads boss daughter and so far she's very helpful, she introduced me to all the people she knew and i can't help but feel like everyone is already judging me

I got to my first period and my register teacher introduced me "guys this is Jessica be nice and make her feel welcome"  i find my seat all the way at the back of the room and i all i do is start paying attention to everyone and everything arround me, at the cornor of my eye i see someone already gossiping but im not going to get it to my head again, period after period goes by and finally the bell rings to go home.

As i walk out of the classroom i hear a guy behind me calling my name, i stopped and turned arround to see a tall brunette with brown eyes behind me, he start speaking and say "i know this might sounds weird and a bit fast but i think your really beautiful may i please get your number"  i didn't think anything of it so i gave him my number and walked away.

I get to my moms car and shes already blabbing about her new work she even got herself a name tag already, its in big baulty letters "NIKA". I  ask her how work went and she told me all about it on our way home, at least she didn't ask about my day because it was just horrible.

I get out of the car as we stop at home and i sprint into the house as fast as i can and greet the two little furr babies i got yesterday, i was so happy to be home and i think their happy to see me because all they do is meow, or maybe their just hungry again.

I get out all my books and put them on the kitchen counter and start doing my maths homework, ohh how i hate maths. I finally finished with all my homework and go to my room, i get into shorts and an oversized hoodie and fall on my bed.

I pull out my phone to look at all the notifications and then it hit me. My friends don't care that im gone, my boyfriend, sorry ex boyfriend already has a new girlfriend and we didn't even break up two days ago, i just grab my earpods and put on my favourite music as i cry myself to sleep.