SENSITIVE ➜ nishimura riki

'torn pages and joint lips.'

Her eyes started watering.

"Y/n. I know. I know I fucking messed up. There's nothing I could do to make it up to you. But I have a reason." Ni-Ki said.

"What? What was the fucking reason Riki?! You just wanted to make me feel like shit? You just wanted to fucking destroy my feelings? Let me hear it!" Y/n got angrier. She was now on her knees next to him.

"You left me the day that was most important for me!" Y/n was about to burst out crying.

"I hate to drop the trauma on you but you leave me no choice." Ni-Ki sighed.

Y/n perked a brow, still upset.

"Both of my parents got into a huge car crash and lost both of their memories." Ni-Ki finally snapped and his voice became serious.

Y/n got silent and her eyes were on Ni-Ki. Her tears were still built up in her eyes.

"I-.. I didn't want to leave. I just couldn't fucking breathe properly after finding out both of them could die. I lost my shit after the festival and got colder towards everyone. After my parents were awake, the doctors told me they couldn't remember anything about me. But they remembered everything else." Ni-Ki said in a hurt tone.

Y/n just stared at him with a hypnotised expression, listening to everything that he was saying.

"I couldn't eat. I couldn't dance, or play basketball. I was broken." Ni-Ki said.

"My parents got sent to therapy trying to help them regain some of their memories. And I got sent off to Korea because I couldn't stand being around them." Ni-Ki said.

"Both of my sisters (Konon and Sola) were fine. Because my parents didn't forget them. But for some reason it was only me." Ni-Ki said.

"I tried killing myself the night before I was meant to fly to Korea. That's when the final decision to move happened. I was only 15." Ni-Ki said as his voice became sadder everytime he spoke.

The tears that were in y/n's eyes streamed down her face as she blinked.

Ni-Ki finally looked straight at y/n.

"I'm sorry, Kina. I'm so fucking sorry." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n just started crying.

"H..hey! Why are you crying stupid? It's all in the past now.." Ni-ki said patting her head.

Y/n stopped crying after a couple of minutes.

Ni-ki was sat next to her as she was kneeling and sitting. They were quite close as he moved closer to her because she was crying.

They just sat in silence for a little.

"Riki?" Y/n said softly looking at him.

"Yeah?" He said softly looking at her.

Their eyes locked.

"I loved you." Y/n said.

"I loved you too." Ni-Ki replied.

Both of their eyes had slight tears in them and they were just staring into each other in that darkened room.

Y/n stood up and went over to a bookshelf.

She took out a journal. She opened it and took out what looked like torn pages of a diary.

"Here. These are the pages you couldn't read." Y/n handed them over to Ni-Ki.

Ni-Ki read them one by one. He then felt his cheeks heat up. They were all about how much she liked Riki.

Then the last entry was there aswell. On how heartbroken she was.

"I- was gonna tell you during the fireworks that night. But, you left." Y/n said looking away.

"I know. I'm sorry. I was going to confess aswell. But I ruined it." Ni-Ki said also looking away.

"I had no idea what you thought about me Riki." Y/n said still looking away.

Ni-Ki looked up at her.

"I mean- you teased me all the time but then- you kissed me in the classroom and-!" Y/n said.

"Did you.. hate the kiss?" Ni-Ki asked.

Y/n looked up at him again and they locked eyes once more. There was this lightning feeling as they looked at each other everytime.

"I.. didn't hate it.. actually I would go back to it.." y/n mumbled the last part. She then quickly looked away.

Ni-Ki heard it.

He was leaning in to give her a kiss on the cheek to tease her as she was looking away.

"Hey Riki-" y/n turned around to face him.

Their lips met.

'Huh? HUH?' Both of them thought in sync.

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✩ 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬.

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