For the plot

First heartbreak

No one ever said anything about it.
Heartbreak wasn't for the plot. It was only the side effect of showing too much affection and falling for someone too soon.
It was a slow process. Full of doubts and unknowns.
One day it was perfect. You thought the situationship is going to develop into something more.
But you were not aware they were just thirteen as well.
Maybe you were ready, maybe you were not.
Maybe they were ready, maybe they weren't.
One thing sure - they didn't treat you right.
Remember that one night after a fight when you just knew nothing was going to be the same after it?
Nothing was the same ever since.
Now you cried every night, bawling your eyes out and thinking what you possibly did wrong?
You never found out.
One Saturday back in January they came back. You thought it's going to be different this time, did you?
January gone by in the blink of an eye. February was different. They showed up at your doorstep with your favourite chips and coffee that only you two knew deep meaning of. It was Valentine's day
The day was perfect. Two kids entering some kind of new chapter in their lives for the first time. Wasn't it great back then? You didn't know what turn it was going to take.
Couple months later they did it again. They were not responding to your texts anymore. They were dry and harsh on you. When you tried to talk and get to know why it's happening, they used your anger and desperation, frustration against you. You were the bad guy there.
You don't know why they did it.
You still don't know.
Years gone by and now you know it was just a silly little crush. Nothing serious.
But they were the one who shut you down for years. You were cold and could not open up for anyone.
You felt like you did not deserve anything good because you thought they were good and then they left.
You were convinced it was your fault.
And somehow even now when you go past the places you've been together you hope to see them again.

Was it worth it after all? Was it worthy enough for you too give up your self-confidence and assurance?

Do not do it for the plot.
You were too young and stupid to realise that it wasn't right time.