It is just the beginning to get started. By the way, I kind of really liked writing this and kind of went really fast. :)
But anyway, it is quite short as it is an intro. :P
LET'S GOOOO!
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Why? How?
How could I have done that?
Why would I do that?
I knew I would hurt them, I knew that there were other ways, yet still...
... I chose to do it.
Some tell me that it wasn't my fault and that Theodore tricked me and used me while I was at my lowest, but...
... I was well aware of what I did.
Atleast in the beginning.
But... I don't know why, and that is driving me mad. They say I did it for power, but I know there was something else, something more important than "just" power. But "what"?
I asked once again while looking at myself in the bathroom mirror, and oh am I disgusted by what I see. It is almost sad that the so-called "Mister Perfect" could look like this...
... So done.
Wait, done? Done with what, please? Aren't the others supposed to be done with me? Aren't they the ones who should be mad at me? Yet, they aren't, quite the opposite actually, they seem to have...
... forgiven me somehow.
But why? Why would they forgive me? All I did was hurt them. Did they Even forgive me? What kind of a question even is that, ofcours they did... Right?
I only hurt them so why? Did they even mean it? Or did they just say so that the fiasco could finally come to an end? Not all of them have forgiven me and i really dont blame them i mean even I havent forgiven myself.
And the ones who have forgiven me wel... we have barely even seen each other or even Talked at all. So maybe they really didn't forgive me and just played it, yeah that makes a little more sense than to directly forgive me. Especially so easily.
They didn't forgive me; they just pretended to.
They still hate and despise me.
And since we haven't talked in so long, I also assume that they also don't want to have anything to do with me. I mean, I get it...
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Nor do I want to have anything to do with myself.
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Thats it for naw hope you like it :)
-Mémé
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