There was heavy dripping, lightning and powerful thunders out side of my window. Chills automatically appears on barely covered skin outside of the furry comfy quilte just by seen the rain drop which almost seems like a transparent curtains.
And a mysterious dull grey shade, a sad, lonely and longingness were spreading ..
yes, longingness was there in the 6 × 6 window sights of mine.
It wasn't much late houre of the day but it feel like the day is almost about to end in few minutes.
Yes,the darkness started grew every corner of the living, passage to other areas almost seems like dark holes which has no ends.
My sight shifted to the side table lazily, along with my neatly manicured long fingers. Another disappointment.... Mug was empty.
My own sighs, it irritates me. You always unfulfilled, unsatisfied bitch.
I brushed it off quickly, grab my reveled leg inside the quilet. After few more seconds of sanity, try to find my mobile which is almost beneath my lazy potato couch body.
I wished,...wished one last time again, before unlock the mobile. Another disappointment. There are no network.. from last few hours.
No, am not in the mood of crushing my mobile on the floor, nope.. I have crossed that level at the first hour without network.
A simple, gentle sigh...just simple tiny one.
I tried to be comfortable on the small couch. Why we shouldn't buy a bit bigger one,it's too smaller and not comfortable at all. I pushed couch pillow which comes across my comfort.
With a sound of metal clapping on heavy floor,something fell off of the side table..
I didn't care.
Why ....why ,she is not here... Why..?
It supposed to be our time after long working month.it was planned... It was long desired reunion after hectic schedules.
And now she is nowhere to be seen...
I clungged over the cushion,dugging face deep down holding my overpowering emotions and chocking my breath.
It's .... Making me weak.. making think me things,where I don't want to go...
is It made me physcho of some kind or what...
Am I angry..?
Am I disappointed..?
Am i craving for her.. ?
I layed on my back again, don't know for how many times I have changed my position.
It's more of a dark blue shade out side now..and the noise of rain increased to a hauling. Like my insides.
I know, it's not a pleasant sight of me right now.
I hate how it's going..
This must have to being a memorable quality time,well spend happy time of us.
With our giggles, whispers, fights and chitchats and lot of gossips we have stored inside our belly's to pent up in our cozy arms.
Im missing her presence..,
Her baritone voice..
Her silence..
Her heated gaze..
Her soft eyes..
Her raised heartbeat..
Her soothing breathing Patten..
Her curious finger..
Her impatient lips..
Her fire like warmth..
Her poet like answers..
Her unbelievable counters..
Her grip, that revels the desires..
Her calling me " baby"..
Baby..
Yes,her call made my knees weak.
Baby..
Yes, I already told,she calling me baby made me a actual baby, baby.
Baibyy...
I rose on to meditation position in a swift move... Yes, a toned well detailed figure like dark shadow from another world was standing tall.
I swear those eyes were carrying Sparks or what, they were blazing in the middle of dark..
Hi....... That's all my poor throat could find at the moment.
