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Taehyung with namjoon and jin entered inside the mansion
Inside the saw namjin yoonminseok and Jaemin and Haneul were sitting and talking
Haneul saw taehyung and ran towards him
Haneul: dada
Taehyung; hey my princess
Jin: hanu baby
Haneul: jinu uncle I missed you
Jin: I also missed my sweet niece
Taehyung: I have bought your favourite dessert haneul
Haneul took the package from taehyung's hand ran towards kichen
They all got seated on the couch but taehyung's eyes were searching got certain person who was still not downstairs which was not got unnoticed by his hyung's
Jin: grandpa where is jungkook
Jaemin: oh jungkook he is upstairs don't know what but he didn't came down from hours , jimin just go and call him down
Jimin: me
Jaemin: yeah
Jimin: grandpa I am tired ask others to go
Said while leaning on yoongi and yoongi circled his arms around yoongi and jhope smilled seeing them
Jaemin understood what jimin was doing so he turned towards taehyung
Jaemin: taehyung child please go and call jungkook
Taehyung: mn
Taehyung went towards stairs and everyone seated in living room chuckled
Taehyung was nervous he had entered jungkook's room in past thousands times but today it was all different, he was feeling slightly dizzy and butterflies in his stomach he wished that younger knew how much influence he has on the older .
He reached the room and knocked the door
Jungkook who was sitting eyes closed on bed while leaning his head on the headboard of bed opened his eyes hearing the knock
Jungkook: come in
He sat straighting his back and stared at the door which was opened by none other then taehyung
Taehyung opened the door when he heard jungkook
Jungkook stared at taehyung and taehyung stared at everything but jungkook
Jungkook: taehyung what happened
Taehyung with so much effort said
Taehyung: mn
Jungkook: what happened
Taehyung: everyone are downstairs
Jungkook: why are you not seeing me
Taehyung: nothing
Jungkook: taehyung see me
Taehyung raised his eyes and jungkook can clearly see some guilt in his eyes so he hurrily got up from bed
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ungkook: what happened
Taehyung: nothing
Jungkook: taehyung
Addressd in stren voice
Taehyung: I have came to your room enough of times in past but the last two times I entered it was not good experience for me and you , one time you were drunk and I sought of took advantage of you
Jungkook: you didn't
Taehyung: you can't say I didn't and the second time that still hunts me I will never forget that day in my living spam of life you were litterly in verge of dieng
Jungkook kept his hand on taehyung's shoulder in comforting manner
Jungkook: that was not your fault
Taehyung: not my fault are you hearing yourself jungkook, I-I was sole reason for that heartbreaks
Jungkook: taehyung
Jungkook held taehyung's face gently in his hand
Jungkook: taehyung that was not because of you ,yes I was but heartbroken that doesn't mean It was because of you
Taehyung: jungkook it was because of me , everytime you were hurt the reason was me it doesn't matter if I knew or not but you can't change the fact that everytime you cried it was because of me
Jungkook: I can't make you understand more then this let's go down
Saying this jungkook was going towards the door but taehyung held his wrist
Taehyung: you are not well
Jungkook: hn?
Taehyung: you are not well
Jungkook: I am perfectly fine
Taehyung: your eyes are teary and red you are not fine
Jungkook; oh that it's nothing just headache
Taehyung: then you should rest
Jungkook: I did
Taehyung: no you didn't so go and rest I will tell everyone
Jungkook: but
Taehyung: no buts jungkook health is important
Jungkook: it's just a normal headache
Taehyung: normal or abnormal headache is headache I know how terrible headaches are so go and sleep I will come at time of dinner at wake you up
Jungkook: fine
Jungkook sat in his bed and layed on it
Taehyung gave a smile to him and was going out of the room but jungkook called him
Jungkook: taehyung
Taehyung turned towards jungkook
Taehyung: mn
Jungkook: don't blame yourself you don't know what are you to me so never blame yourself for anything
Taehyung just left the room while sighing in denial.
Time skip ( I hate to do this but I can't seem to stop myself from doing it)
Taehyung informed everyone that jungkook was having headache and at dinner time jin willingly took the dinner to jungkook and feeded him and gave him tablet and asked him to sleep
Now it was already night 12 o'clock evryone were in home were sleeping but leaving taehyung
Taehyung was standing in balcony staring at sky
Taehyung was too busy in admiring the sky that he didn't noticed yoongi who came towards him , yoongi placed hand on taehyung's shoulder and taehyung turned and saw yoongi
Taehyung: hyung
Yoongi: not feeling sleepy
Taehyung: mn. You also
Yoongi: yes , when thoughts are running in your mind you can't sleep
Taehyung: what's your thought hyung
Yoongi: what's your thoughts
Taehyung: nothing just random thoughts about how my life is going and
Yoongi: jungkook
Taehyung: hm
Yoongi: taehyung come lets sit and talk
Saying this yoongi sat on the couch located in the balcony taehyung sat beside him
Yoongi: do you remember when we were small you ,me and jungkook used to come to balcony with Grandma and used to sit here and talk for hours and then used to go back to sleep
Taehyung smilled remembering it
Taehyung: mn I remember it
Yoongi : do you remember the day when you talked to jungkook first-time
Taehyung: I remember it was on his birthday
Yoongi: good then let me tell you right after the birthday party jungkook was so happy saying that handsome hyung talked to him
Taehyung: handsome hyung?
Yoongi chuckled
Yoongi: that bunny boy became fan of yours when he was just 12 i think it was his love at first sight
But he was too small to understand it , whenever you used to come with us to this balcony whenever grandma used to say stories and we used to stare at her but that brat used to stare at you, on his 15th birthday he confessed me that he loves you
Taehyung : 15th birthday it was the day
Yoongi: yes it was the day your marriage was announced
I saw him crying in his room after party his hand was bleeding I bandaged it and asked him what happened he cried and said everything to me
Taehyung; he cutted himself when he was just 15
Yoongi: yes you only know about Attempts of him 3 times but I know how much I times I have saved him from attempting
Taehyung stared at yoongi with shock he only knew about 3 times
Yoongi : jungkook is not like us taehyung , he has very timid and sensitive charector he shows that he is strong and confident but deep inside it all his facecade to hide his sensitive side
He was ignored by his grandparents from childhood, yes grandpa and grandma used to love him give him everything he asked for but he didn't get love which he deserved and Jiuen get all extra
Jiuen was loved more by them , may be it was because she was first child they got so much attached to her and showed less love towards jungkook
Jungkook never asked for more from them he never accepted them to love him more
After grandma's death he became more hideous he stopped showing his emotions often and your marriage day the day I still remember how terrible and messed up he was i still remember him laying on hospital bed connected to tons of wires for
life support
Taehyung don't wanted imagine because he has witnessed present jungkook in the situation and he really don't wanted to imagine 15 year old jungkook in that situation
Yoongi: jungkook is suicidical taehyung
Taehyung gulped his lump formed in his throat hearing it
Yoongi: I don't know how and when he got this but he tend to have suicidical thoughts
He is going through depression
No one knows it leaving me and ray .
That's why we always used to suggest him to go pshcyastrics but he always denied but now he had agree for it
Taehyung; do you know why
Yoongi: no one knows
Taehyung: is it because
Yoongi: you! may be I don't know
Taehyung: I
Yoongi: don't start blaming yourself please I had already heard this blaming themselves story by Ray not you to
Taehyung: why him
Yoongi: that's what I ask myself everyday why him but I don't find any answers
I don't belive in God but I pray him everyday just to do betterment of jungkook
He deserves happiness
Taehyung: he do
Yoongi: and his happiness is you
Try to love him fast taehyung
Taehyung: I will
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Anu......
I don't know what I have written I was sleepy as hell while I was writing it so excuse my writing and I will try to do better in next part
