TW: Slight Cursing, Explanations of Trauma/Gore, Advised to Skip if Not Comfortable
Damn the Archons.
Damn the Fatui Harbringers.
Damn Celestia.
They're no match for me.
None of them can defeat me. Even if they tried.
~*~*~
Only one person can defeat me.
Myself.
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And Lumine and Aether.
All they have to do is say the word and I'll go.
Go to where death waits of me.
Oh, wait.
Death doesn't like me. It always shuns me.
Death can't kill me.
Only I can.
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And Lumine and Aether.
But Death can't kill me.
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The void.
That can.
The void.
~*~*~
I don't like the Archons.
I hate them.
One of the Archons cut my back open, took out my ribcage, cut it in half, taped it to my cut-up back to make it look like bony wings.
I didn't kill the Archon.
I didn't have the heart to.
If I did kill them, fate would be messed up.
Fate's slave.
That's me.
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I'll break fate.
One day.
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Already did.
Once I fought with an Archon.
Easy fight.
I knocked them out.
I saved a boy that day.
I forgot his name.
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He was supposed to die.
But I didn't let him.
Not anymore.
~*~*~
I realised something.
I don't give a damn to what people do to me.
But say a single unflattering thing about Lumine and Aether and I'll be throwing corpses tonight.
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How did I survive the ribcage incident?
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Because I fooled myself.
Fooled myself into thinking Lumine would want me to suffer this.
Yes.
That's how I survived.
Fooling myself.
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Pathetic.
So pathetic.
~*~*~
I met a pair of twins yesterday.
I forgot their names.
...
They both started with L.
Like Lumine.
Very similar names.
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They don't know who I am.
When I met them, I was wearing a Kitsune Mask.
Paper mask.
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They have another sibling, I recall.
But I don't remember.
Nothing.
My memories.
All blurry,
Like my eyes.
~*~*~
I killed the 12th Fatui Harbringer.
It was his fault he existed.
Which led to the existence of his sword.
Which led to the existence of Aether's wound.
...
The little piece of trash wounded Aether.
I lost my control.
I went all out.
It was a gorey night.
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Funniest thing is.
Aether didn't know I killed the 12th Fatui Harbringer.
Damn you, Kitsune Mask.
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~*~*~
I give up.
Just let me go.
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My purpose is not done.
Reunite the siblings.
Then I'll let myself rest.
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The void still does not answer me.
Nothing does.
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Just let me die.
~*~*~
Kaori's Known Titles:
Traveller/Windborne Outlander
Honorary Knight
Abyssal Princes
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The list goes on.
How much longer do I have to fight?
How much longer?
Somebody free me.
Just somebody.
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Help.
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Spare Me
FanfictionLumine and Paimon venture to recover lost fragments of her past in order to find her brother. This time, however, they have a companion. "You've faced enough trauma. It's my turn." "But, you've said that too many times!"
