ok so um....i confessed to mike again and i guess he was nice
idk
So um he first said :
but you live in (city i live in im not doxxing myself) , I live in (city he lives in because im not doxxing him), 1: long term relationships NEVER work,(faulse because thats how my parents met 18 years ago) 2: your a nice lady but not for me, (understandable) 3: you need to go get somebody that deserves you, i know myself and i know you well enough to know that we are a drastically different places/points in our lives, im 16 your like 14 or 15, technically i should be a junior in highschool, next i am going to a brick and morter school"
kinda vaild???
then im like "tbh i kinda saw it lol"
then he says "i know you did, your smart enough to know that, just expect rejection alot, thats all i have to say, not because theirs anything wrong with you, just the point that western women are at right now relative to western men is not good, with the rise of self care among men recently, and less focus on women, your going to have a very hard time.
i say this as a gen z man"
then i say "bruh you didnt have to say that 💀
but yeah i get it
also yeah i mean i get that i have been too persistent with you and that might creep you out a bit
but like i just want to say this before i just completely forget"
he then says "im not creeped out at all, im a fairly understanding person with morals
other men though might find it creepy"
i say and reply to him
"so....idk whats wrong with me but i cant shake you off and idk why but my heart just never really felt like this"
"you totally deserve someone better than me"
He says "ive had butterflies before i understand how it feels, but theirs nothing wrong with you , you caught something now you just have to shake it"
i reply with "thats what ive been trying to do for months and idk whats wrong with me tbh"
he then says "theyll be gone by the end of next week"
then im like "nah"
then hes like
"trust me"
then i explain that i had a crush on another guy that lasted 1 year till i saw him
then he says "go tell him how you feel, whats the worst that could happen"
then i tell him that i dont like that guy anymore and that we dont talk much anymore and that hes more of a brother and coincidentally my old crush used to live in the same city as mike before he moved to another city but thats enough about that then he says
him: "ok"
"well just go out there and find somebody thats right for you
You"
me: man you think im suited to literally go find some one out in the wild?
him: no
me: precisely
him: literally anybody, could be someone in the class, you could go to a "real" school and get somebody there, that would be my best recommendation
me: hell no
im staying online
im not dying in a school
him:school shootings are not scary anymore
