Random shit I write

tired

Im so tired

I'm so tired of wanting to be loved properly

I'm so tired of wanting an ounce of affection and care, even if it isn't genuine

I'm so tired of the only way I feel like I'm worth it is when I sexualize myself and when I bleed out

I'm so tired of the constant urges and wants to be groomed so I'll be loved once again

I'm so tired of never being good enough for anyone

I'm so tired of no one understanding me

I'm so tired of being strange and unusual

I'm so tired of not feeling the same way others do

I'm so tired of everything, I just want it to stop