Warning: Cussing, anger, logic
"im just having a bad day, it's not your fault"
...IF IT"S NOT MY FAULT THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU TAKING IT OUT ON ME?!??!? FUCKING ASSHOLE. ALL I ASKED YOU TO DO WAS TO KILL A COCKROACH IN MY ROOM AND WHAT DO YOU DO?!?!? YOU GET ALL ANGRY AND MAKE A MESS OF MY ROOM AND COMPLETLEY FORGOT COMMON SENCE AND DECENCY EXIST!!! I DON"T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU HAVE ANGER ISSUES!!! I HAVE THEM TOO THANKS TO YOU!!! BUT AT LEAST I HAVE THE DECENCY TO STAY CALM AND CIVIL AND TRY TO BE POLITE!!!! I"M NOT YOUR FUCKING THERAPIST IM YOUR DAUGHTER YOU DUMB BITCH!!
IF YOU NEED A THERAPIST THEN JUST ASK IF YOU CAN VENT TO ME INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING "oh i have a daughter now! oh wait, she's smart and kind I should make her my therapist!"
WTF!! I GET THAT YOUR ACTUAL PREVIOUS THERAPIST WAS SHIT AT HER JOB BUT GOD I"M A CHILD!!!!
AND WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS WHEN I VENT TO YOU HUH?!?!?! NOTHING CAUSE I NEVER DO!!! "oh don't speak like that, you make papa worried" "don't tell people you feel like that i'll get in trouble" "honey baby I really don't need this right now, i'm really stressed and i have a lot on my plate" YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE DO YOU THINK I"M NOT STRESSED TOO?!?!? I CAN"T EVEN TELL THE DAMN SCHOOL COUNLER HOW I FEEL CAUSE I"M TOO WORRIED SHE"LL TELL YOU!!! "i almost died multiple times in the philippines" SO DID I AND I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT BUT I ALMOST DIED LIKE WHAT?!?!? ABOUT THREE TIMES WHEN I WASN"T EVEN OLDER THAN SIX!!! AND THIS IS NOT INCLUDING THE TIMES I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF!!! SO LET ME FUCKING LIST THEM!!
1. STARVATION!!! PARTLY CAUSE I DIDN"T LIKE MY BODY AND PARTLY CAUSE I WANTED TO FUCKING DIE
2. I HELD A FUCKING KNIFE TO MY CHEST MORE THAN ONCE
3. I AMOUNT OF TIMES I THOUGHT OF STICKING SOMETHING METAL IN AN ELECTRIC OUTLET BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WOULD KILL ME
"you need to eat more"
I KNOW YOU SAY IT EVERY FUCKING DAY AND YOU NEVER SEEM TO LEARN THAT I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!! IT'S NOT LIKE I"M GONNA LET MYSELF GO UNTIL I PASS OUT AGAIN
Anyway, i'm not as angry as before so i'm gonna end this and find something else to calm myself down. if you made it this far then i'm impressed, feel free to vent in the comments too, drink some water and take a deep breath, hun <3
BẠN ĐANG ĐỌC
Little poems and rhymes (plus random stuff, cause i'm bored)
Ngẫu nhiênJust a book where I write down all the little things that my brain thinks of. And a friend if you need one.
