Flames of Love

Chapter 32- Miseries

Navya said , " He hid all this even from me. So that I don't get embarrassed in front of him. " Aarohi said , " He can't stop loving you and you are not able to identify your feelings for him. Such a jerk you both are in love ".

Navya said , " But do I really deserve him ? I mean he can easily get thousands of girls like me. Why does he want to stick to me for entire life ? ".

Aarohi said , " Wo tumhari sab insecurities heal kar dega. Infact kar hi raha hai. Par tum apne mann mein clear to karo ki tumhe uske saath rehna hai ya nahi. Kyuki jitna time jyada tum uske saath aise beetaogi, uske liye utna mushkil ho jaega tumhara chale jana process karna. Please agar na tum usse pyaar na de sako, to aise zakhm bhi na de kar jana ki wo kabhi unse ubhar hi na paye ".

Saying this Aarohi left from there, leaving Navya in an inner turmoil.
She returned back to her room and got seated on bed.Navya went into a moment for introspection for herself.

She thought , " Do I really love him ? ".
Her subconscious mocked her , " No girl you are just attached to him, which will end when you move out ? ".
She thought, " Exactly , I was thinking the same ". Her subconscious said , " Idiot, now imagine a life without him ". A realisation hit her that life without him not only seems dull but incomplete also.

She picked up her phone and dialled her sister's number.

Navya: Hello di.

Avni: Hello kaisi ho ?

Navya : Confusion mein.

Avni : Par kyu ?

Navya : I think I am falling for Vihaan.

Avni : Wo to hona hi tha.

Navya: Matlab?

Avni : Hume jab lagta hai ki iss shaks se to hum pyaar kar hi nahi sakte. Sabse jyada ussi se tut kar pyaar karte hai.

The irony of love is that no matter how many logics we try to imply on our heart. But we can't stop falling in love. Love someone is easy .But to get loved with the same efforts in return from the same person is not easy.It seems more like a facade right? That's how love is , a complicated maze.

Navya : Par di mujhe na samajh nahi aa raha ki mein karu kya?

Avni : Tum usko batana bhi nahi chahti par ye bhi chahti ho ki wo tumhare saath rahe.

Navya : Haa

Avni : Wo koi mind reader nazar aa raha hai tumhe. Usne ek baar confess karna tha wo kar chuka hai. Ab ye tumhari responsibility hai ki tum usse clarify karo tumhare relationship ki situation.

Navya: par di kaise ?

Avni : Jab tumhe pata hai ki wo insaan sahi hai, to tumhare kadam rukenge hi nahi ki uska pas jane se. Ek baar jaa kar us se baat karo. Sab sort ho jaega.

Navya : Par kya ye itna easy hai.

Avni : Jab tak shuru nahi karogi har kaam mushkil hi lgega. Suno mein ruk kar baat karti hu, I think mujhe koi bula raha hai.

Saying this they cut the call.

Two hours later...

Navya told Aarav about his plan to resign from her job. Aarav asked , "Are you sure ? ". Navya said , " Yes sir ". Aarav said , " Well then good luck for your future opportunities ".